Wednesday, December 31, 2008
  Kuchi kuchi hotai eh! HHAHAHAA! I know you know , some know they dont know! Nyeheheheh , okay ssssshh~ Okay , lets talk abt yestrday. Yestrday was supposed to be out with bestfriend but she last min cant make it. Pantat to the hole . Okay nvm . So i went out alone to shop fr school stuffs, hopping tt i'll bump into any of my friends and i did bumped into a handful of people whom i know. And the first person who i saw is Danny! HAHAHA . So he accompanied me all day long plus my crapness and stupid things . HAHA! Eventho its a long and tiring day , i did enjoy my day . :D Lets skip abt yestrday eh! Guess what? Today is 31 December! Yaaaaaay! Countdown baby! Well , time really pass veryyy fast huh . Eventho 2008 gonna over soon, i still have the feel like im just a small lil kid who had just become 14 . And the next moment , i'll turn 15 soon . Woouuwz . But im glad tt 2008 gonna over soon in less than 24hour . Bad good memories will be put behind without even picking it up back again . Never . Never it will . Many things , many feelings , many incident occured in just 365days . Regret , dissapointment and screw ups are there . But im gonna pick myself up again and piece it back together again. How i wish the mistakes ive made in 2008 had never happened , but its just the way life goes . No one has ever escape frm mistakes. But i thank and appreciate fr those mistakes tt happened in my life because it make me realize smt frm life. Smt had been always kept behind the secret walls of life . Im gonna repent . Ive made a promise . And tt promise will be kept alive till the end of 2009 . Its strts just like a roller coaster and ends like how it is being piece back frm the starting . And to those who still have a hard feelings to me , well thats just too bad for you since you aint gonna change cause im gonna change . Not because of you , but for me . Yes , me me me! Tuesday, December 30, 2008   Heeepeewwwwww! :D Okay, its just 8.30 in th mrning now. I was slping soundly when my mom woke me up just to charge my cammy cause she wnna use it later. And guess what? I cant get back to slp aftr she woke me up . eeeeeeeergh! Okay , wtv . Two mre days to 2009! Woouwwz . Time pass reallyyyy fast huh. But the feeling of scared fr new year is there. Okay, no one knows except besty does. I know you know eh! Heheheheeee! -.- I still cant decide whether i should or should i not. Okay wtv la . &&&&& , oh yes! Yestrday had a movie marathon . I watched Make It Happen , Bottle Shock and Gomorra . Superbbbbbbbbz. ^-^ Monday, December 29, 2008  Happy bday happy bday happy bday, baby! May all yr wishes and dreams comes trueee! Words can describe much fr appreciating over having a friends like you. Bad & good times we shared wont be frgotten. Thaanks fr evrything & friends till eternity bby!:D i loveloveloveloveeeeee you much, girlfriends! Heheeeeeh! ^^         Omgeeeeez . School is coming back in just four more days! Yet im not prepared fr it. Ive yet to buy school shoes , school bag , stationary , wrap the books and buy my uniform . Omgomgomg! Dead sia! O: grrr . Next uppp , the argue between me and (inserts name) is over. Since evrything has been explained clearly, we're back on track. I hope things wont get more haywire. Oh freakz . O: Sunday, December 28, 2008  Rightttttt , i thght he came back to me for benefits but turned out no. Yet , we argue . Right. Precisely, i dont understand you. Really, i dont. If you ask fr a change in me, i would if only you give me a chance to. But youre just rushing over evrything and making things more haywire. oh god. I really miss the old you , really i do. Okay , lets put that aside . Today is 29dec! Left two mre days to 2009! Oh woowweeeeeez . Okay, im celebrating new year with Aie. Okay, great. Miss him like hunjdvefsojiwejio! HAHA . :D Well, its sunday munday. lols. Will be going out with mum today to settle things out. Hopefully evrything will go smooth. *cross-fingers* Alright, im off fr now to visit granny at hospital . Boom! Saturday, December 27, 2008  Karma . Yes , its coming back to me. Sometimes, i love when it happens and some other time, i just hate it when it occured . Well, he's coming back? Yes, im happy. Why? My prayer had been granted. But in othr hand, i feel awkward with his presence sometimes. Well, wtv it is . And oh yes! I just asked mum to bake an apple crust pie for me and wallaaaaa! She's baking it! Yay plus joyness! ^^ Well, everyone has been talking abt countdwns fr 2009 . Yes, im veryyyyyy excited fr it till i cant contain it in a jar! O: wooo . And oh yes, another thing! I just found out someone found my blog. omgeeeeez , surprising! So whats the calling for it? Should i put it private or change my link? *still thinking*  Petpotpetpot . Hiiiiii . Okay, im pissed plus confuse plus happy plus irritated plus tired plus hungary. Wahh, what kind of combanition is this!? lol . Pissed , why? Family wrecking . Confuse , why? Idk who's side should i pick . Mom / dad ? Happy , why? My prayer is being granted . He comes back to me . ^-^ Irritated , why? Lil brotha has been pastering me to play soccer with him. Wtf, soccer!? -_- Tired , why? Should i asnwer tt too? Hungry , why? Bcause im hungry! I want food! Lemme think , uhm apple crust pie maybe? Woouwwz . Im too lazy to go out today . I rot the whole day . I miss granny. ): She's being warded in hospital few days ago. Thght of visiting her today but im feeling sooo heavy to go out today. So i guess i'll visit her tmrw , maybe? Okay, coolz . Friday, December 26, 2008   Okay , second post . Sometimes , i just dont understand how the way life goes . When everything was smooth , something devastating will occured somehow in someway . When youre in th midst of breaking-down , a miracle happened just before you could ask for it . When youve planned smt and put up much hope upon it , somehow it'll turn bad just the other way youve planned it . This is what ive discovered few days ago , somehow . And to (insert name) , im scared . Yes, im too coward to go further . I'll always fall , no matter what. Till i got too scared to be in love again. For a moment , i sat back , leaning against the wall and rewind the past how we could get along so easily. Yes , i used to look down on you , im sorry. But i was shocked as i look back the past, how we could get along so easily. Yes , we used to be bestfriends and somehow , i have th feeling we're going deeper for now but im scared. To scared to fall again no matter what. Giving a try? Ive tried but im scared . Scared to be rip once again . Promise to make? I dont believe in promise, somehow . Promises are meant to be broken. Im sorry , im just feeling too fragile . I dont know whats the next step/movement i should do. Love? No anymore .     Woodle poodleeeee! I just came back from going out with besty . Heheeeeeeh! I love her to xxxxman . X-MAN!? The movie full of superheroes . -_- woowz . Wth . Okay , wtv. I just love today. Why? Both of us were hyper (as always) . Haheho . Rxvr was bored and her first move was to disturb every and each person which walk pass us . AHAHAHAH! And i followed her. I had a great time laughing my ass out fr today. &&&& , some even stared at us like O_O ! HHAHAHA! Funnehhhhz! Okay shut . &&&&& , i miss danny . ): Thursday, December 25, 2008  Hiiiii . Firstly , MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL! Or shall i wish to th ones who's celebrating it? aaaahhh, wtv . Okay, merry xmas! :D Secondly , sorry to Idul fr paitao-ing yestrday . Next time ahh kay . O: Thirdly , i met naddy and zira yestrday . Had a great day . Thaanks fr th accompany girls! ^^ Fourthly , im pissed . Pissed of wht ? Over smt . Fifth , schools re-opening in just few days time . _l_ school . Thre's more but too much . Okay , im pissed . Literally little . Okay , lets not talk abt it . Woouuwwz , its xmas today! Whre's santa!? I want my prezzyyyyy santa mantaaaaaa! O: And oh yes! Im chatting with Hazzy now , a new friend of mine . Heheeeeeh! &&&& , i want cupcakeeee!.. D: Tuesday, December 23, 2008   Isnt she's just gorgeous? omgeeeeez , flawless! *screams and round arnd a table* Hi hoi hey . Takde link . =.="! Im dead fishy bored! O: grrrrrr . And oh yes! Tmrw im meeting rvrv plus idul . Gonna watch YES MAN! Like finallyyyy! hahahaha . Idul got free tix. HAHA , baek puhh free tix! woouuwz . Arnd evening , gnna meet naddy and th rest. Oh yessaaaa! Watch lights bling-bling like one idiot . Woowz . And and and we gonna take laughing gas. aaaaahhh, funnnnn! I wanna be high! *kening naik-naik* ^^ Heheeeeeeeh Okay , ive yet to bathe . I know what you gonna say ; "EEEEE, SMELLEEEEEH!" Okay diam . =.="!  Woshymooshy . O: Im back . Back frm whre? Heaven. lol! No link. Okay , im at Nina's crib. No one's here . Except aunt, uncle and me. Nina went out with sista to town. Baek puhh! Senyap-senyap pkai lappy die! AHAHAH. So basically i went out with Nuri. Had a great plus fun day! Today he talk aloooot of craps! Mintak kene tampar sia! HHAHAAHA! Okay wtv . So yeah , meet him at p.ris intrchnge, head dwn to dhoby , went to town , went to penin, went to hospital . We were like touring the whole of s'pore. HAHA , (Y) . Okay no. And yes, head to hospital to visit granny. Left thre arnd 9 and head to East Point fr dinner. Went seperate ways aftr tt. Thaanks fr th day eh! <3 ^^  To (insert name) , what i left to say to you is 'goodluck and blessings to you' . Im no more , im no one except her. Thankyou for the past times which i like , which i love , which i treasure , which i need . Appreciate . Evetho its been long , memories kept . Thats all what i left to say to you . So happy now ? ^^ Blessings . Blooooooopp! Today im going out with Nuri . Yayyy! Miss him miss him! ^^ Okay , shutt hiddy . -_- Andddd , he's gonna accompany me head to hospital to visit my granny later on. Lucky he'll be thre or i'll be dead bored . Omgeeeeez . O:  Well, basically yestrday meet up with besty . :D Wippywooooooppehhh! ^^ Had much fun , laughters were evrywhre . HAHAH! Im aint gonna elaborate abt yestrday since its a loooong day fr yestrday . HEH! Meet up with her arnd aftrnn and went seperate ways arnd evening . She head home , i went home . Got to know granny is being warded in hospital . ): Went to hospital , visit her . Right after, head to Nina's crib with sista fr a sleepover which ive promised . Reached , no one's home . =.="! Except fr my aunt , uncle , sista and me . Wtf!? Got to know Nina went out with th others fr a late supper . I was so lazyy to follow , i just stayed thre . I was bored and called Aie . Aie PORNSTAR! My partner . Hhhahahah! We talked alooot of things . Fuyofuyo . He shared with me abt his past times , problems and stuffs . Blablabla , hang-up aftr hours of talking and went to sleep . I was abt to slp when suddenly Nina is back home . Kecoh! Played pillow-fight and all . Hhahahah! Only at 5am , i went to sleep . And guess what ? Slept at 5am , woke up at 8am . =.="! Wahh , power puhh hid! HAHA . Well, yes . Thats basically fr yesterday . (:          Thre's more but im lazy to upload . O: Monday, December 22, 2008  Imma imma meet meet bestytytyty todayyyyayayayay! ^-^ YIPPIYAYY! :D Sunday, December 21, 2008  Tick tick tick boom! Currently im all dressed up to go fr functional . Idk wht functional even but im just tagging Danny since i miss him xcore to th xxxxxzxzxzxzxz! HAHA . I guess a dinner functional since he says i gotta wear dress . Wtf!? Okay well , wtv . I hope this gnna be fun plus boombz! Its 5.20pm almost to 5.30pm . =.="! He says he gnna call me at 5 but its 5.20pm now! omgeeeeez. Whre's you babyz!? Okay , chilly pilly . Im hungry . O: wooweeez . And and and suddenly im craving fr cheesecake . omg , random! Okay , kill me!  Hiiii mofos . Currently chatting with 9 people . wooh , lepas satu , satu . *shake heads* And haiqal , i want to smack you! ass ahh you! Trick meeeeehh! HAHA . Well today plans was supposed to go outing with babygirls but i gt some functional ltr on . So yeah , sorry . Meet soonz alright! But! Tmrw im meeting rvrv and naddy . Yipyyaaaaaaayyy! :D *shake butts* HAHA In moments , i'll be heading fr some functional with Danny . Yay baby yay! :D And yes , sry ruzz fr nt meeting today. Next time aye , besty . (Y) Now, my body is aching . Idk why . I miss krisha. ): I want meet her lehz . omgeeeeeeeez . And whre's momo!? I want to rembat him . HAHAH! fuyofuyo Byeeeeee . ^^ Saturday, December 20, 2008  I didnt went out today . Yippy! Or did i? Haha , yes i did but with family not peeps. *blurge* Apologies to aie for not meeting today , lazy . O: ok, kill me now! HAHA. So hiddy , what did you do today? Did you went to granny's house? Did you eat alot today? Did you read a very stupid boring book? Did you irritate every and one each people arnd you? HAHA! Yes , i did all that! But still , i hate today . Why? B+O+R+I+N+G = boring! nyeheeeeeh Friday, December 19, 2008  I was blog-hopping when i suddenly cought this blog . Idk who's blog even . HAHA . Suddenly the song of 'Miserable at best' by mayday parade was being heard . And suddenly my heart sanked . This song reminds of someone . Special but i lost . Almost but it came to an end . I didnt even thght we'll end this way , the cnnection between us just went 'poof' . But thats life , thats human . I still gotta accept it just the way it does. But still i miss you , the old you, the moments, the gap between us was close ; close enough like the tide and the ocean , but as days passed, fate came unconditionally . Its the calling fr the end , and i know . The gap between us suddenly became bigger and bigger un-knowingly . And i caught you back just in time. But i fall, no matter what i'll fall. Yes, i knew it. I did fall and went haywire . But were still hanging till now . How sad .  Today plans ? Was supposed to be out with Danny but he's busy with stuffs so i let him be . Meet soonz , baby . Tmrw plans ? Was supposed to go sheesha with babygirls but shifted to sunday . So i bet i'll be heading to gran's crib. The day aftr , plans? Sheesha with babygirls in th aftrnn and gig in th evening. :B Wouwww , evryone has been talking about Twilight . Hot topic huh . New moon , eclipse gonna be out on the next season . Catch up with tt . School gonna reopen soon . Fuck , _l_ . But i'll be alright whenever Krisha's arnd . *glee* Received a surprise text from Ruzz . Wouwwz , besty . Meet up on sunday alright , baby! ^^  When i stopped being who am i , i found myself .." PAIN . A word of th same course of hurt . Its always linger in our daily lives, in our hidden suffering, in the sacrifices we make , blaming love for the destruction of our dreams. Pain is frightening when it shows its real face, but it's seductive when it comes disguised as sacrifice or self-denial. Or cowardice. However much we may reject it, we human beings always find a way of being with pain, of flirting with it and making it part of our lives . This is what i mean by 'pain of love/live' . *jumps* :D    <333321694312743  Bubbly woobblehhhh! D: Lets start of with wednesday . Went to WWW with family . Great plus fun! And im becming darker and darker . ): Tan maaaah! Okay wtv . Went to WS and had breakfast at Macd . Head down to Dwntown , WWW . Splash pelosh! Dark dark dark . Arnd 7+ , left th place fr dinner . Lapar ahh! Back home at 10 . ^^ THURSDAY - Out with naddy . Watched Twilight . :D Somerset > Cine > Dhoby ghaut > Plaza Sing > Cathay > Plaza Sing > raffles place > boat quay > Home . ^^ Wednesday, December 17, 2008  ah'haah! Ive changed blogskin , again! *knock head* Its night , i could see full moon , wooooooah! D: It seems like i cant get to sleep . Why? Too obsess in reading Eleven Minutes. I want to own the wholeeeee collection of Paulo Coelho's book , can i? Booohoooo . Well, im just waiting whats surprise that are store for me tomorrow . ^^ Apparently , im going to WWW tmrw . -_- How great! But wtv . oh wait! Its wednesday already! HAHA . As its 1.08am now . lol . aaaaahhh! I miss Danny! Come back faster , dudeeeeeee! I got alot of stories to tell yah. *kening naik* HAHA . Tuesday, December 16, 2008 Firstly , HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ZIRA BBY! :D
May all yr wishes and dreams comes true! Its is great to have a friend like you , full with warmth and laughter . Appreciate much fr all th moments and times we hangout tgether . May you have a bright future! <3> 
Secondly , i found this phrase when i was reading Eleven Minutes . "When i had nothing to lose , i had everything .
When i stopped being who am i , i found myself .." I stopped reading , close the book , get into my mind and think . Is this so much referring to me? Base on it , somehow its true . Life is too much , too contradict till we dont even realize who and whats the real of you . Well , humans! |
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