Wednesday, April 29, 2009
 And so , today started out my day with a fucked-up mood . Went to school alone since i need some time for myself. Was supposed to go to school with krisha but i was late . Sorry babe . Walked to school and someone called me. Kept rejecting , dont wanna entertain . Being so irritated by it, picked it up and 'blablablaaa' . -.- Hanged up , and received a msg after a few moments. I felt down to pieces. I kept holding the tears back and the phrase of 'be strong mayn, be strong!' kept appearing and circling in my mind. The tears was fully at the brim of eyes till i cant hold any longer, it started to roll down and drip . Everyone who walked past by me gave a look of 'why-the-hell-is-she-crying?' Kept looking down as if the pavement of the road has cracks as tears falls. Kept wiping the tears, still it kept rolling. Cant take it anymore , sat at one bench as i kept reading back the msg that was being sent to me and think . And it add on to my fucked-up mood. Was so fucking pissed , deleted the msg , switched the fucking phone , wipe my tears , pick myself up and walk away . Reached school , put up a fake smile . Act as if everything was okay when everything is like fucking upside down . Trying to be myself for the day, at least . Was only looking forward for school to end and it did at last . Sort everything out and at least it felt much better . Thats how suck a love life could be huh . |
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