end silent .

Im feeling so bored right now . O:

urrrggggh , im having mood swing today and idk why . Pfft! But on the brighter note , baby is coming back todaaaaaaaaaaay! weeeheeeee! :D
Hehee , i sooo cant wait for his return . Nyeeeeh .

aaaaahhh , its sunday today! & guess what? In two days time , gonna get back my report book . I bet it will be a disaster . ahhh , fuck fuck fuck . Im sooo not looking forward for that day . And luckily mom is going for the 'Meet The Parents Session' and not dad 'cause if dad's going , i bet he'll shout at me right away when he sees my results . O-M-G! But afterall , im still gonna get a scolding and shoutings from dad when i came back home after taking the results . urrrgggh!

&oh yeaaaaaa , eshaa gonna leave for philipines for a month . How bitch she is leaving me & krisha alone here . HAHAHA , kidding ! Heee , for sure gonna miss her . Heeeeh . Anyway , imma go out to gym after this to workout and then , gonna dine out with family right after . So yeaaaah . ^-^ toodles people!

Im tired . im tired of everything. I feel like giving up on everything .

For today , i have plans with my babes but i cant meet them due to something . Its been donkey years since i last meet them . walaaaoweeei! aaaahhhhh! Nevermind , one of the day must ajak everyone to follow kaykaaay! & we'll go for shisha or smt alright babes? Haha . I miss having shisha session with them .wootswoots! ^^

Well , i just came back from gym . Omg , tiring ! Ive been working since 9+ till 12pm . Seriously its fucking tiring but who cares? Im still gonna lose weight as much as i can during this june hols . Woooo! I bet baby gonna be mad at me for my plans of losing weight for this period of this whole june hols . hahhahaha

aaaahhh , speaking of him , i fucking miss him . Like seriously! But oh well , he's gonna return back here tomorrow and am seriously cant wait to meet him! Heeeeee . But so sad , he's gonna leave me alone in this stupid island once again for like 5days later (12june-17june) . He's going to bali for a holiday . I bet he's gonna enjoy himself over there while imma just rot at this stupid island till dead . booohooooo! urrrgggh , so irritating yknow he kept leaving me alone in this stupid island . haiyayayaaaa

&not to forget , this bitch of mine gonna leave this stupid island for philipines like a month! wtffffffff ! Eshaaaaaa! Im soooo gonna kill you when youre back later . And bitch , dont forget to buy lotsa souviniers for me over there! Heeeeeee! Hid muke tak tahu malu! HAHAHA . Eventhough she can be bitchy at times with her sarcasm (HHAHAHA) , still im soooo gonna miss her . aaaaaaahhhhhh!

These two people/bitches/lovers are the one who never fails to brighten up my day . (:
heeeeeeee

So today was sports day . Hahaha , it was superrrrrbcxsz! Could say so huh ? Heee . Anyway , i did won a medal for one game . Which is caterpillar chairs . HAHAHA , no doubt , it was fun . Like seriously mayncxsz! Eventhough its the lamest game i'd ever played , i still enjoyed myself and screamed like one stupid girl . LIke really! HAHA , sumpah memalukan . omgeeeeeeez . But who cares yo . The weather was soo fucking hot i tell you . Hot like crazy . urrrggghhhh! & plus i sweat alot too . hahhaha , wtv . Still i enjoyed this year sports day with my bitches and the 3G spirit! wootwoot ^^

Sometimes i just feel soo left out . And the reason is ; let me find out kay! Seriously idk . I just feel soo left out with y'guys these days . Not only these days but almost all the time . I mean like , yes i do miss those times when we were still close friends together but ,.. urrrrrrgggh! I just dont know how to phrase it here . Its like yguys going out and didnt even tell me . I was like soo shock and i sanked . It feels really really 'ouch!' to me . Maybe not to yguys to think back , but to me it is a yes . urrrgggghhh , forget it ! Forget it okay , forget it . I just need boyfie now . Like really really now . But he's away . :(

ahhhhhhhh! what a 'good' day for me . Im soo missing boyfie and imma just rot at home tomorrow . It is much more pleasure than going out . Fuck yguys . Dang .

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Three words ;

I MISS BOYFIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :(
*sad sad face*

THURSDAY

i felt devastated upon seeing my results .

Eng - 44.9 / 100
Maths - 28.7 / 100
MT - 80 / 100 (highest in class!:D)
Sci - 48 / 100
Humans - 35.8 / 100
POA - 67 / 100
F&N - 68 / 100 (highest in class!:D)

So much for studying still i failed . But at least ive put in much effort for thos MYE . Even though it could be dissapointing for my parents , still i aint much dissapointed upon myself 'cause i know , i'd did tried my best and put in alot of effort . Studying from afternn till late night , burning midnight oil . oh well , just aint my luck . But this marks havent include the CA1 and class test yet , so i hope it'll pull my marks higher when my class test and CA1 is being include inside . Heeee:D

FRIDAY

School was pretty okay for today . In the morning , got an assembly talk on pornography & cyber bullying . Sungguh tak perlu siah that talk . -.-"! Rightttttttt . After the talk , head back to class and do some activities about the YOG (youth olympic games) . I dont wanna do it ; reason = lazy ; but to kill time , i did it .

Recess was next and we had full time of free periods . Haha , somehow . lolscxz . Anyhoooos , imma get the class tee tomorrow and sports day is just in two days time! weeheee~
And yes , in two days time baby gonna leave me alone in this stupid island while he's away in KL. Waaaaaa , im soooo gonna miss him like fuck! aaaaahhhhhhh! O:

School was pretty much boring? Goddamn it . Feel like dont wanna attend school but since its the last week of school before the school holidays (i guess , or isit next week? haha!) , i just come to kill time. oh well . Anywaaaaaaaaaaaay , got my english papers back . It was a disaster! Especially for the comprehension part . omgeeeeeeez , stupid fucking teacher mark so strictly! -_-

Moving on . And oh yes! This friday is the sports day for my school . Im joining captains ball (like always , haha!) and the match is tomorrow . Haha , like omg . Hopefully 3G can win this year eh! Jia you people! HAHA , lulcxsz

And tuesday will be the 'MEET THE PARENTS SESSION' where our parents hafta go to school , meet the teachers and take our report book and yadiyadiyaaa . I bet mum will nag at me the whole time when she straight away sees my results . omggggg , im sooo not ready for it and im sooo not looking forward on next tuesday plus in seeing my results . aaaaaahhhhhh ! O:

Sunday sunday sunday ..

So meet up with baby today since we didnt met yesterday . I wanted to accompany him to yew tee for his soccer training but went half-way as i have to go granny place . Pfft! Sooo meet up with him at the central bus stop arnd 12+ . I rushed to him and gave a big hug once i saw him. Rindu maaaahh . Haha! And we bussed down to simei since he have to take some things . Right after , we trained back to tampiness and took bus39 , head to yishun .

In the bus , gave him the gifts i bought for him , the card i made which took me two days to complete it with the decoration and stuffs plus the cookies and brownies that i specially baked just for him. Haha! Eventhough it was pretty late to give at this moment , still he dont mind . He shed some tears when he read the card . Hahaha , and he felt 'aaawwwww' . hehee! lulxsz . Feed him the cookies that i baked for him . ^^

Reached yishun , sent him to the MRT . I wanted to sent him till yew tee but depends on time , i dont think i can make it 'cause ive to reached granny place by 4+ . urrrrggggh! If only i dont need to go granny place . -_- So told him that i wouldnt be sending him till yew tee and ive to leave now , and he kindly sent me to the bus interchnge and waited with me for the bus39 . Once the bus came , parted with hugs and kisses and went to gran place .

okay , now im dead bored . Just came back home from granny place . gaaaahhhh!
im tired la , aaaahhhhhhhh! -.-"!

Theres school tomorrow and worst , its monday! urrrggggh , monday mundane! And i bet im gonna get back more results of the MYE . Im sooo not looking forward to it . my godddd , save me someone!

Sometimes, it seems so hard. Like everything you've ever done was not worth it. Falls after falls yet life pretends like it has always been that way. Its just life isn't it, a whole load of pretense. Slowly, one by one they turn their backs on you. The way the whole world did. Its exhausting but then again, its not like anyone cared. Especially when you lose faith .

Apologise for keeping my blog under private . It is due to some problems which i wouldnt want to state here . So my blog will not be private for now but it will be private for sometimes . So bear with it . Heh

WEDNESDAY

For wednesday was a marking day for my school . So planned to meet up with besty since her exams ends on that day too . And syaffy tagged along with us! wooweeee!~

So meet up with besty at orchard , i was late all because of my mum who forgets to pass me my money . -_- sorry babe! haha . So while waiting for syaffy to arrive , both of us went to wisma to browse around . The wallet that i was searching for still not there . There is la but i dont like the design . Pfft! So bought yellow shoes at cotton on . lalalalalaaaaaa , syaffy arrived soon after . Went to shaw house and ate LJS since all of us haven't ate yet and we were fcuking hungaaaary! hahahaa

Okay wait! I cant really recall where we went after that after this and stuffs . So basically we were at orchard almost the whole day . Shopping , window-shopped and all . Girls , whatchu expect! Shopping like muahsmuahs! HAHAA

THURSDAY

Thursday thursday thursday ..
School was so mundane just now . omg! wait, again . 1, 2, 3, O-M-G! Like seriously , urrrgh! So many free periods, class was so fucking noisy and i just doze off like a pig most of the time. Whatchu expect? B-O-R-I-N-G!

But on the lighter note , got back our papers and i was pretty glad that i passed my POA . Could say that i improved alot? Haha , okay la . Ive put in my hardwork and efforts , and yes, it is being proved that all my efforts that i put in were paid off . Hehe , alhamdudillah . I even got higher than some of the smart POA kiddies in my class . Heh heh! Not showing off neither proud of it nor being arrogant about it, but im just happy over my achievement . Heeeeeeeh!

Got combine science paper back too . Which was a disaster! urrrrgh! I fucking hate science la please? I passed my chemistry but failed physic . Like wtf! aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh! So much for studying but still end up failing . -.-!

Got our F&N paper back . Was pretty happy for it cause i got 39.5 over 50 . Woooweeeeeee! :D

FRIDAY

Didnt went to school today due to some problems . ahhh , wtv . I'll just keep it to myself . Yknow , sometimes in life , things just dont go the way like how you want to . Fxck .

On the lighter note , HAPPY THIRD MONTHSAAAAARYYY BABY! :D

"When you hold me like this ,
So many memories fill my eyes ,
The first time we kissed ,
The times we nearly said goodbye,
But, still, here we are Tested and tried and still true ,
And stronger than we ever knew .. "

TODAY

Today was supposed to meet baby but canceled because i wasnt feeling very well . I had headache since morning and everything around me seems weird . My body felt so weak and tired and its aching all over . Im sorry baby . :(

gaaahhh , im sooo missing baby . urrrrggh! Might be meeting him tomorrow , hopefully!

I know it my fault . Im too egoistic . I always think for myself , didnt think for you . Blame it on me . Its my fault of acting harshly towards you . Its my fault of becoming mad and therefore made you mad . Its my fault of making you guilty. Its my fault for what had happened . Everything is my, my fault! Im SORRY . I know sorry dont work anything . Sorry doesnt fixed anything back . Sorry is just a word aint much . But still its sincerely from me . Thousand of apologies , its my fault.

Im such an ass! Fuck .

"Love is like a mountain, hard to climb,
but once you get to the top, the view is beautiful. "

EXAMS OVERRRR!

wooooo , at last! heeh
Andandand holidays is nearing! Okay , best! :D
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh , im soo dead bored . -.-! I want to meet baby today but i dont know if he can make it . aiyaaaaaa! Hopefully he can uh. Im sooo missing him like fcuking much! aaaaaaaahhhhhh! ):
If not , i'll be going out with mum and dad later on . I bet gonna be boring? urgggggggghhh!

Going off now , watching 'The Last House on the Left' . Horror movie . Anyone wanna accompany me and bear with my shoutings?

I just changed my blog song . Sumpah the previous song in my blog is sooo irritating nak mampos! -_- hahaa
Im feeling soo bored . aaaaaahhhhhhh! O:

Theres no school on wednesday . YAAAAAAY! :D
Im soo going out besty like again! nyahahaha . So gonna go shopping or just window-shopped? Because ive yet to get things for baby . Die die must save up plus beg mummy for moneeeeh! heh heh . Gonna buy gifts for baby , order the chocolate cookie cake for this friday as its our monthsary . Wooweeee!:D Then imma find myself a wallet , and get some new clothes . I am sooo in need of new clothes! urrrggggh , i hate wearing the same and the same and the same clothes . Pfft!

Andandand cant wait for friday!
nyeheeeeeeh . So here's the plan , gonna surprise him by saying i cant meet him on that day but actually i am meeting him like of course! Gonna take the chocolate cookie cake from town , then travel all the way back to pasir ris to surprise him . Otw there , gonna make some excuses saying i cant meet him and yadiyadiyaa . Once reach his apartment , gonna ask him to look outside and for sure he'll be shock . HAHAHA . Right after , planning to celebrate our monthsary at this one place where we can watch the sunset together . So we gonna celebrate our monthsary by the sunset . Nyeheeeeeeh , okay hopefully work out eh! If not , sad siaaaaaaao! O:
*cross-fingers* :D

And on saturday maybe we gonna catch some movie together too . weeeeee , yaaaaaaaay!~ =D
And oh yes! Imma going out with rara on wed , any of my babes wanna tag? Rinduuuuuuu semuaaa! ):

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Me: hahahaha chio yr head!xD im meeting rara on wed . Mau ikuuuuuuuuut? Heh heeeeh

nina: hidyyyyyyyyyyyyy!:)
Me: NINAAAAAAA! heheh :D

hykel: Hey Hiddy!
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khalilah: eh hello(:
Me: eeeeeehhhhhhh hi! aaaaahhhhh , how you found my blog? o.o haha , imy!

ERMA: Relink? Thank you

Ooh anyway, stunning photo of you at your latest post! ^^
Me: done baybeh! hahahh , thankyou ^^

Naddy: we gonna hang out soooooon baby! hehehehe
Me: Its a must! HAHA

aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh! im tired . -_-
Wait , 5 words: "My mum is really weird today."
HAHAHA
I just came back home after hanging out eshaa and as soon as i reach the doorstep and rang the bell , she shouted "JT WONS!" And i was like , wtf? whats happening? And she was referring to the survivor episode whereby JT wons for this season . -.-

Me: *rang the doorbell*
Mum: JT WONS (!!!)
Me: ah wtf? what wons? Who's JT?
Mum: Survivor la , alamaak!
Me: wth mama!? Stakaaaaat siao ma! Hhaha!
Mum: ya ya , i know . But he's soo handsome now yknw!
Me: Hahahaa , stakat seh ma! ayoo , bilang papa nanti!
Mum: SSSSSHHHHHH!~

HA-HA-HA -.-
My mum is soo weird today . baaaaaahhhh~

Okay , back to the story . So today had F&N theory exam . Woooo , pretty easy uh . Like of course it seems easy because i studied! Cheeeehhh , okok diam . Haha! So it ends around 9.30am like that . Right after , hanged-out with Eshaa at tamp mall . The shops are still close , like obviously . It was still early. Hahaa . So we went to grab some breakfast at long-john . We spent like an hour at long-john . Hahaha we talked alot of random things . Nyeeeeeh . Right after , planned to catch some movie and we did. We watched 'Uninvited' , a horror movie. The movie was at 12.45 and it was just 11.15am by then . So we went to the kopitiam , ate dessert (ate again!-_- fatfatfat!) but eshaa treat . Wooo! hahahaha , and we spent like half-an-hour to finish up the dessert . -_- We didnt really finished it up , we only ate the sago and the toppings but we didnt really finished up the ice . ahaaa , ass!

So there was still lots of time before the movie starts . So we walked around and went to the open plaza to take up warm air because we were like freezing in the mall . Sumpah sejuk gilaaaaaa! And idk why . Hahaa! And rain pours down . So went in and walked around the mall . Since the movie gonna starts soon , we went in the theatre and waited for it to starts . The movie i rate as 4/5 . The movie was pretty good , i like it but i soo dont get the ending part of the movie . They twisted the movie at the ending part but it becomes more confusing! Hahaha , but i really pity eshaa . Because i had been shouting my lungs out throughout the movie and eshaa gotta tolerate my shoutings. HAHAHA! I close my face most of the time even! xD
nyahahaha , sorry eshaaaaaaaa!

Once the movie is over , went to tampiness one since eshaa wanna get something for her cousin . So yeah , blablablaa and right after went back home . Im so tired lehhhhz . O:

And tmr gotta go to school for listening comphre . -_-
The school is sucha an asshole , making us going back to school when they can squeeze the listening comphre exam today and ends everything today . Ass to the hole . -.-"! Since tmr is the last day of exam and there's nothing to study for tomorrow (like duhhh , what to study for listening comphre even!?) , exams 'OFFICIALLY' ends today . woooooo!

EXAMS HAS ENDED!
LETS PARTY ALL NIGHT NOWWWWW! :D

"Some things just hafta change as time goes .. "

Its giggles me sometimes reminiscing the past . Soo much happiness , sadness , problems , stuck-ups , stupid things or whatever shits happened in the past . Haha . Wait , let me laugh again , HAA-HAA .

oh yes! Today went out with bestyyyyyy! But too bad , we didnt camwhored because didnt have much time . Haha , sedeh siaaaaaaocxsz . So meet her at cityhall , went to Marina Sq . Waaaaah , like kejabillion years never went there . Haha -.-" Planned to lunch at pzhut but change of mind and had our lunch at LJ . Had the same meal . Nyehhhhh . Went esplanade library right after and 'studied' a little . Yeaaaah , study huh! HAHAHA . I swear i cant concentrate and idk why . I kept walking here and there , fidgeting in the library. Huahuahuaaaaa~

So we went town and search for my wallet . As in , i wanna get a new wallet because im soo sick of using that billabong wallet . -_- urrrrrgh ! But the wallet that i want wasnt in place . Or no more stock? Fxck . Then went shopped a little at cotton on , went to far-east . Blablablaaaa , and rvra had to go home . So yeah , she went home and thght of going back home too but ive promised i-bart to meet him . So met him and the rest right after and went home after that . Thats my day . And wait!

I MISS BABYYYYYYY!
aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ):
how uh?

I MISS MY BABES & DUDES! ):

Moving on .

Today was supposed to go out with mum for 'mummy-daughter quality time' . HAHA! wth . -_- Then had a second thght of going out with bestfr and meet i-bart , fadd and the rest during the night . But somehow ended going out with mum since its been long since i went out with mum . Haaaa , &&&&&& imma meet bestfr tmr! ah yes yes! :D

"My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep.

My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send.

My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender."

sumpah aku rindu bestfrnd!
aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh! O:
And i miss my girls too! wahpiaaaaaaang eh!

Since i got a spare time for now , i'll post smt up .
Yes , was supposed to be away till 19May. Haha , loooooool . Have been studying like some dickheads . Hopefully with all my effort , i'll achieve what i want and make my parents somehow a little proud since ive dissapoint them the previous time? Haaaaa , lets see what future gonna brings .

Godddd , i hate mugging still i have to . But mugging aint that bad either at times huh . Haaaa , lol . So yesterday was mother's day .

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MAMA!
lovvvvvve you muchymuch! :D

So we got a little surprise for her yesterday . She was pretty shocked . Haha! That was part of the plan (like fo course) to make her shock . wooo , and she was so touched by our surprise . Nyahaaaaa! Hope you had fun huh ma . ^^

Sooooo today gonna meet up with baby to study together , maybe . Aint so sure yet . But before that gonna meet i-bart to pass him something and gonna get some lunch at pastamania . Wooooo! Its been long since i last had pastamania tho . Heeeeh

DONT SEARCH FOR ME , I'LL BE BACK .

HIATUS .

Okaaaaaaaaaaaaay , im going MIA again (soon) .
hahaha , exam exam exam . -_-

4 papers down , left 8 more papers .
My god , can die siah . Fcukx . Anywaaay , my paper overall can be rate as 'ok' . Ok kepale hotak kau la hid! HAHAA . Except for SS . omgggggggg! I didnt finished up the paper . cb cb cb! I almost finished up the whole paper but the last question i did half way through . And to add on , the last question is 12marks . Walaaaaaaaaowei! Hopefully the rest of the question can pull up my marks uh . *cross-fingers*

Nyeeeeeeh
ok , aku rindu bestfr! aaaaaaahhhhhh! Next saturday jumpe kaykay! Sayang kau!
And oh yes! Watch this video .

"I want nobody , nobody but you! .."
HAHAHA! Cute kan the song . looooool . They are the korean girls . Sume lawa-lawa nak mampos . And guess what , one of them is only 15years-old . My goddddd , baek puhh! kaykay , go geleeeek! HAHA

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athira: hahaha i saw you! WAH.
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Tashalien: SO IT WAS REALLY YOU! Hahaha I thought Ive seen you somewhere bfr, sekali it was Hiddy. Tall sia o.o
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riffa: hey , link me =) see u in school.
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Anne: HEY HIDDY! AH I MISS YOU SO MUCH, HAHAHA. YOU WENT WOODLANDS. :O
reply: hahaha , yeaaah i did . gaaaaaahhh , miss you too laah babe! O:

Naddy: eh turon yishun tak bilang uh hid. hahaa tkpe

reply: aaaahhh , sorry babeeeeeeee ): Next sat im meeting rvrv , nak ikut nak ikut? heheeeh :D

Hiiiiiii , am so tired .

I just came back from meeting bby . Phewwww . So today spent the day with the boy . Heeeeh . Was supposed to go study at either tamp library or somewhere near . But since he was at admiralty , for the sake of him i traveled from pasir ris to woodlands just to meet him . Hahaha! Sanggup siah hid . woo , lol . So yeah, meet up at woodlands and studied at the library . Help out with his assignments and all. See , how such a good girlfy i am . Nyahahah , mcm phuuuuuummm! kay diam .

Study study study . Till 7pm, we went off and had our early dinner at long john . Since i had been starving myself since morning , didnt ate my lunch before i meet him even , so it was so called my 'lunch' . HAHA . wtf . Ate ate ate . And oh ya! Saw tasha and maya . Heeeh , lol . Done with our meal , took the train and drop off at yishun . Took the bus 39 and sent baby home first since no one is at home except brother . Took 359 and im home now! :D

So now , im helping baby with his left-over assignments . Tsk3 . Once im done with this , gonna study for awhile , pack my stuffs for tmrw school and gonna hit the sheets . Woooo , and tmrw is my F&N practical exams . Omg , i hope my lasagne that im gonna bake tmr will turn out nice . mmmmmhm , yummehhhz! Hopefully eh tak terbakar . Klau tak , mampos! aaaaaaahhhhhhh!

I feel so weak and tired . Lazy to add on.
Had not been getting enough rest and sleep due to the upcoming exams.
Feel like shittcxsz .

Sometimes , thats just the way how life goes. Its unpredictable , you'll never know whats gonna happen in the futue . One thing i hate about myself is , i tend to keep problems that i face to myself . I dont like to tell people that 'hey , i have a prob' kind of thing . Its like , an unpleasing thing for me . So usually , it will eat me up . Thats what i hate abt myself . Not all the time i'lll keep it to myself , but most of the time . Sometimes i do tell people about my problems only to those whom i close, im comfortable to tell about . So people , im fine for now . Some do concerns about me , but im fine. I'll solve everything up .

Little things can turn big when you loose your emotions. Sometimes I wonder what I did wrong. Sometimes, I wonder why must I care so much. Sometimes I wonder, if Im being too kind? Or maybe Im just blind. Sometimes I really wonder, all the things Ive done to others, dont they appreciate? I feel like a total phsycho now, but Im a cancerian, and cancerians are more likely selfless, which means, I do care about others alot more than I care for myself. LIttle did I know, that its not right. Little did I know, that, that could bring misery business to myself, and I. Hah. I wonder alot. I feel like wonderwoman.

blabbbbs!

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