Sometimes i just feel soo left out . And the reason is ; let me find out kay! Seriously idk . I just feel soo left out with y'guys these days . Not only these days but almost all the time . I mean like , yes i do miss those times when we were still close friends together but ,.. urrrrrrgggh! I just dont know how to phrase it here . Its like yguys going out and didnt even tell me . I was like soo shock and i sanked . It feels really really 'ouch!' to me . Maybe not to yguys to think back , but to me it is a yes . urrrgggghhh , forget it ! Forget it okay , forget it . I just need boyfie now . Like really really now . But he's away . :(

ahhhhhhhh! what a 'good' day for me . Im soo missing boyfie and imma just rot at home tomorrow . It is much more pleasure than going out . Fuck yguys . Dang .