Saturday, May 2, 2009
 I feel so weak and tired . Lazy to add on. Had not been getting enough rest and sleep due to the upcoming exams. Feel like shittcxsz . Sometimes , thats just the way how life goes. Its unpredictable , you'll never know whats gonna happen in the futue . One thing i hate about myself is , i tend to keep problems that i face to myself . I dont like to tell people that 'hey , i have a prob' kind of thing . Its like , an unpleasing thing for me . So usually , it will eat me up . Thats what i hate abt myself . Not all the time i'lll keep it to myself , but most of the time . Sometimes i do tell people about my problems only to those whom i close, im comfortable to tell about . So people , im fine for now . Some do concerns about me , but im fine. I'll solve everything up . Little things can turn big when you loose your emotions. Sometimes I wonder what I did wrong. Sometimes, I wonder why must I care so much. Sometimes I wonder, if Im being too kind? Or maybe Im just blind. Sometimes I really wonder, all the things Ive done to others, dont they appreciate? I feel like a total phsycho now, but Im a cancerian, and cancerians are more likely selfless, which means, I do care about others alot more than I care for myself. LIttle did I know, that its not right. Little did I know, that, that could bring misery business to myself, and I. Hah. I wonder alot. I feel like wonderwoman. |
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