end silent .

"Love is a feeling of being complete, when the person you love is around."
- TB

School starting tomorrow .
And well , thats sucks .
Im aint even prepared anything for school yet .
urgh , goddamn it !

Yesterday's flea market was the bombbbbbbb!
Will post about it tomorrow . :D

& i miss baby , like reallyyyyyyy !
:(

Michael Jackson, one of the most widely beloved entertainers and profoundly influential artists of all-time, leaves an indelible imprint on popular music and culture. Lets pay some tribute to him with some prayers .

On the brighter note ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LUFEE AND FYE ! :D
May all your wishes and dreams comes true!
May you have a bright future !
Missing both of you too , haa

Soo , im being accompanied by these people :D
wooo

HAHAHAHA
i found this sooo random .
lol , hehe
Anyway , i miss aie . Like really lorr . (:

hahahahahahaa stupid Taariq !
everytime kene cbcbcb . -_-
ass . Chat with him can go mad . Like reallyyyyy . haha ! pfft !

kay bye . im tired -_-

Yes it is .

Nyenggggggg !

okay today i went out with bestfr ! woooooo , rindu! So accompanied her to search for mp3 since she wanna get one . But before i met bestfr , i met baby for awhile . Since he went out with his cousin yesterday and ton at their place , which is near to my apartment , baby met me for awhile before i went to meet bestfr . So he waited for me under my block . I was just late by few minutes and he gave me this look '-.-!' . Haha! eeeergh , irritating sia muke! -_-

It was drizzling outside so we just sat the area under my block . Guess what? He didnt even get a shower before meeting me . HAHAHA , muke busuk eh b! lol . But who cares , still my fav boy . Haha! Had some love time together . Left there at around 1.10pm? Yeaaap , he went back home while i went to meet bestfr at Marina Sq . Otw there , texted baby asking him where is he by that time and he said he's under his block . He cant enter his crib since no one's at home and he didnt bring keys . And sooooo i teased him . HAHA ! 'Boy takde kunci xD' lol . He get irritated by me and he hanged the phone . HAHA!

Reached Marina Sq , met bestfr ; *huggies* . Get some lunch straightaway at pizzahut since im sooo hungry . Once done , we went hunting for mp3 . Tried to search at Marina Sq Creative Zen but the one that rara wants is out of stock . So we went to Dhoby Ghaut and search for another outlet . But sadly its closed . So luckily theres this one electronic shop and sooo she bought her mp3 . Blablabla , get some food again . Ate calamari . Wooooo! My fav maynxsz! heeee . Then we hanged around at the stairs and camwhored . :D

Head back home around 5+pm since bestfr had to meet a buyer . So yeah , i went back home . Thought of meeting baby but then i called and msged him , he didnt replied nor pickup my calls . So i just went back home . Took MRT to p.ris , walked back home . Once i reached the doorstep , i ranged the bell & knock , no one opened the door . So i thought everyone was out of the house . Contacted brother , sissie , mummy and daddy , no one even pickup my calls nor replied my msges! I was like soooo fucking damn pissed off lorr! Moreover i dont have the keys with me since i didnt bring it . So called baby . Still didnt answered . Tried for another few times and like finally he pickup . Told him im stuck outside of my house like one stupid girl , and he just went "HAHAHAHAHA" . -_- Like really laa! Then he teased me back saying 'girl takda kunci' . Haha, pantart! Since earlier just now i teased him righttt , then he teased me back . Pfffffft ! Ass . haaaaa . Then suddenly the door was opened . My brother face pop out and got to know , he was taking a shower that time . grrrrrrrrr -_-

Anyway , bestfr gonna go overseas to Genting & Malacca tomorrow till monday . Gaaaaaaahhh , gonna miss her laaa! alerrrmak this girl ! heh heh pewwwww

MONDAY:

Sooooooo , HAPPY FOUTH MONTHSARY BABY! :D
woopwoop , lovelovelove! ♥

I wanted to celebrate our fourth monthsary at the Marina Barrage and camwhore there but then his mom asked me to come to his house . -_- haha , so i did . Baby had a room make-over . Like reallyyy . Haha! So helped a bit in cleaning up and all . Stayed there from 3+ till like 8pm with his family? Haha! Most of the time i feel so awkward . Like of course i do! Im aint part of the family whuuutt . But i tried to make myself comfortable since i dont his mom to think bad of me . Cheh! ahah , so yeaa . At around 8pm , baby and i plus his sister planned to go downtown and went seperate ways after that . So baby and i went to p.ris park . Thought of sitting at one of the 'pondok' but there were people . So we sit like at bricks along the path of the grass by the river? Hahaha! Macam orang mintak sedekah sia! hahahaha ok lol . whatevr . So had lovey-dovey moments . *winks*

Heh heh . At around 9+ , i'd to head back home . So baby sent me back home , parted with hugs&kisses . :D

TODAY:

Met baby again since im supposed to give him my 'yesterday's-surprise-gift-yang-tak-menjadi' . HHAHA . So yeaaah . I was late . He lectured at me ; "B , cepat laah! Lembap sia you ." -_- Yknow , girls is always taking their own sweet time when dressing up right ! pffffffttttt . So yeah meet him at Tanah Merah . Board the train and alighted at Paya Lebar since he gotta get smt for his granny . Head down to cityhall right after , meet Farhan . Chilled at starbucks while Farhan go went some other way since i gotta pass the gifts to baby . Yadiyadiyaa , i head back home after that while he go meet his cousins .

Now , im just waiting for he to call/ msg . I bet his watching a movie , like duhh . Haha! Yalah whatver . Let him enjoy for the day . Heh <3

SATURDAY'S BEACH PARTY !

LIFES A BEACH !

Enjoy the pictures .

No doubt , i had fun there with my girls . But too bad , things just happened at the end of the day . Okay wtv . woooo , beach party baybeh!

To my lovely girlfriend Syaffy;

cheer up sayang! I know how you feel when you lost someone you love . Eventhough idk what happened between you and him , still you gotta be strong . Dont be sad sad , smileeeeeeeeeee ! Your friends and family is still around you who will always be there for you . Like you said , boyfriends do come and go . Yes , i totally agree that with you . It hurts for you in the beginning , but as time goes , you'll put him as a past and move on. When you've moved on , your heart will move on too . Your heart will slowly heal as time goes by . Happiness will slowly form again , replacing all your sorrows , sadness and despairs .

For now , enjoy your life . Forgets about him and move on . Even if you cant , still you have to . Cheer up okay sayang? Heeeeee , love you girlfriend ! I'll always be a text/ call away from you when you need someone to talk to or a shoulder to cry upon yeah? (:
Put up a smileeeeeee! :D
& misses!

Im okay . Im fine .
HAPPY FOURTH MONTHSARY BABY! :D
lovelovelove!
[♥♥♥]

Its just 4more days to our fourth monthsary and just look at us . We're aint in good condition . If this continues , seriously i will be moody the whole time tomorrow at the beach party .

4 DAYS MORE .

Yknow , sometimes i just cant get you . Over little things , over little mistakes , we'll fight over it . We'll quarrel over it . And im the one who will always give way , trying to put every mistakes and blames upon me eventhough i didnt made it . Why? B'cause i just want to get over it and done! I hate it when we starts to quarrel , when we starts to fight . Yknow , it sometimes makes me think , why the hell upon little things and mistakes must we fight over it !? i hate it , it really hurts me deep inside when we quarrel , not wanting to admit some parts of our faults and showing attitude towards each other . EGO . Its like you've changed . You're a changed person . You arent the same old you before . Like really and im really really really sad over it . I just keep it to myself , not wanting to tell anybody whats hidden behind it b'cause i dont like to burden people's life listening to my old-macdonald-love-story . Adding up more piles of fear in me . I dont know what will happened next . Its up to you baby .

Hahahahahahah after weeks (or nearly a month?) i didnt logged in to facebook .
-_-

Okay idk who i shall go with to the beach this sat . Either with baby , cherry and idk who else some more or with my babes or with Fadd , dinah , zee , shasha , zack and ash. With who ah who? But i really really miss my babes like fuck laa ! alaaaaaaa , pening pening ! -_-

More easier , no need to go . HHAHAHAHA
-_- kay shuuuuuusssssh ~

aaaaaahhhhh aaaaaahhhhhhhh , im going shopping tomorrow! Weeehuuuuuu ! Shopping for myself plus for my blogshop too . Nyhehehe k best! :D
lulz . im bored . Entertain me someone pretty pls? Boyfr is soooo busy watching transformers . ahhaha wtf? Soooo not my type of movie . I hate action movies . Its like , the movies are like sooo fake . Really uh . I prefer horror/ romance/ comedy/ mystery movies . Heeeeee , wooooo!

Sooooooo , like finally baby is baaaaaack! Weheeee! Imma happy happy happy girl now! Hehehe . Who wouldnt be happy if her boyfr or anyone that she misses effing much is back right? Hahaha . Soooooooo , anyway yesterday was supposed to go out with rara and sofea but plan cancelled since rara was being a lazy pig yesterday . OINK OINK ! HAHA . I was freaking bored so i called krisha and she happened to cut her hair yesterday . So accompanied her .

Went to cut her hair at Century Square . The hairdresser who cut her hair was like sooo fucking noisy . Like seriously laa . "Her hair is like frizzy frizzy , so its best for her to keep it long and straighten it then cut ...." Blablabla shitzzzz . I bet kris mom was irritated by it . hahhaahha . And he cant even pronounce frizzy properly . He pronounce it some kind of 'friggy friggy' . wth? Double-toungue . lol . hahhaha , okay im mean . -_- After the hair-cut , krisha was sooo elated by it . Like reallyyyyyyy . HAHAHA! She kept on saying "Dayah ! I love my hair now!" hahahahhaa , but krisha ! My hair is hotter than yours ! Especially my bangs . hahahhahahahahahhaha , ok joking lovers! hhehehehe ok , hid prasan sia . Berbual sorang sia aku . wtf? -_-

Okay wtv . So we browse around and stuffs . Got two new cardigan and i lovvvvvvve it . Like mwahs mwahs! HAHA . Then baby called and wanted to meet . So without a second , i dont waste any time and went to meet him at simei since ive to meet my family after that . Huggggged him like soooo tightly! HAHAHA , rinduuuuuuuu gilaaaaaaaaaa! Heeee . Blablabla , he set me till at tampiness mall back since ive to meet my family there . Parted with hugs&kisses and went to meet my family . Head to Courts Megastore to search for stove since the ones at home is being burnt already . Haha! loooooool . Went home after that . :D

Yesterday night , i was so bored and i played baby's PSP . Played the song droplets which baby used to sing me everyday . But he's away and i cant hear his voice . *sad face* I teared when i listen to the song . ahhh , i fucking miss him ! Suddenly i got a call from an unknown number . So i picked it up .

Me: Hello ?
Boyfr : Hello , hiii . boleh kenal-kenal ?
Me : huh ?
Boyfr : Ni hid kan? Boleh kenal-kenal ?
Me : huh , sape nih ?
Boyfr : Boleh kenal-kenal tak?
Me: *kept silence*
Boyfr: hello?
Me : sape nih?
Boyfr: boleh kenal-kenal tak?
Me: *hangs the phone*

After a few minutes ..

Me: Hello?
Boyfr: Hello , boleh kenal-kenal tak?
Me : Baby , is that you !??
Boyfr: hahahah , boleh kenal-kenal tak?
Me: omggggggg , baby! Its you right !!??
Boyfr: ahhahahahaha
Me: aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh , omg! Babyyyyyy , i miss you sia! *tears*
Boyfr: aawww , baby please dont cry !
Me: *kept silence as i was tearing*
Boyfr: ahhh , baby baby! I miss you soooo fucking much too . Dont cry please b?
Me: omgggggg! aaahhhh , im soo missing you ! Where are you now?
Boyfr: I just arrive . Im at the airport . Baby , ive to go now . I call you back later can?
Me: but b, how youre gonna call me later? Your phone is with me what .
Boyfr: i'll find some way .
Me: aahhhh , please dont go! Talk to me!
Boyfr: i cant , gotta go now . Call you back later . Goodbye baby , love you b!
Me: love you too baby! Byee
Boyfr: Bye honey!

*phone hanged*

omgggggggggggggg . i was really really really really really really really really really reallyyyyyyy happy when he called ! Like at last got to hear his voice . Like seriously . :(

Who's this girl ah? Who's this girl ah?
lol . And , that my new-ly ridiculous hair . pfft!

Hiiiiiii , im bored .
lol . haha . Anywaaay , today i met my classmates to finish up our maths project plus Social Studies IPW . Maths project is done , left for the IPW . We have to do a video of our singing about Peace . Heh ! It was fun uh . We did at Ahmad's crib . So we choose the song 'As long as you love me' by backstreet boys . Haha! Band lama sia . lol . But who cares . So we change the lyrics and stuffs . Still its not done yet . We need to do a recording of our singing and edit it at the Moviw Window Maker . So yeaaa , chop chop gotta finish it by this Saturday .

Speaking of saturday , its the Bitch Party baybeh ! Wooolalaaaaaaa ! Im sooo missing the beach . I seriously wanna go for the Bitch Party but idk who am going with . Anyone going for the Bitch Party? HAHA , lulz . Nehmind , i'll ask my babes . :D

ahhh ahhhh , boyfr should be back by today . I guess ? Idk ah . Missing him sooooo fucking much sia! aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh ! Come back home fast la pantart! HAHA . But still if he's back , he cant contact me since his phone is with me . Then how? alaaaaaaaaa! *sad face*

Yes i do , really badly .
:(

"Absence makes the heart grow fonder.. "

And sooo , another day of going out alone . Im like lonely sia . HAHA , wth . what fish am i talking about? -.-

Im tired . pfft! Meet customers at Cityhall MRT Interchange today . Today's customers are all like fuck up . Like seriously ah. All of them are late . They make me waited for them like more than 40min? Okay , im fine with it but theres this one stupid customer who make me wait more than an hour? ah wth . For money , i will . Haha , pfft!

Right after , went to cash in the money that ive collected . Went back to Pasir Ris and head to Loyang Point to cut my fringe since its like freaking long already . Thought of cutting my back hair too but i changed my mind 'cause i wanna keep my hair long . yeaaa baybeh . HAHA . So i just cut fringe . It wasnt pretty bad , its okay to me . Its somehow like bangs? Or should i say it is bangs? HAHA , wth . I know its aint the season any longer , but who cares . I just want a short and neat fringe and im happy with it . Weeehuuuuuuu ! :D

Went back home after my hair cut . Heh heh . Okay , seriously im missing the lovely boy . :(
4days struggling . omgggggg ! He should be back by tomorrow but im aint really sure of it yet . It depends if he gets his flight tmorrow . But if he's back by tomorrow also , i cant contact him . His phone is with me since he asked me to hold it when he's away . Then how? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! wahpiang eh ! :(

I cant get to sleep . I cant calm myself down . I cant breathe .
I just need a big warm hug and a peck of kisses by you . Missing babylove effing much!
urrggh , god damn it!

imy :(

"Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. "

Yes i cant , 'cause i miss you badly .
:(

blabbbbs!

lovelies .
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