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gosh ! im soooo missing baby like right now . *sad face*
He's at Johor like for 2days already and he will only be back by today. aahhhhh , i sooo cant wait to hear his voice, his laughters . Plus plus plus , i miss his irritating-ness . He can be fucking irritating at times, like really really really irritating but still i love him . Hehe! :)

ahhhhh , 4more days to 5thmonthsary !
yappyyappyyyyydoooooooo! Hehe, cant wait . Im sooo gonna treat him like a small lil kid on that day . Everything will be on me on that day . Im gonna bring him to some restaurants to get our lunch together and idk where. Where where where!? Swensens? Pizza Hut? Pastamania? Fish&Co? But all of them are like soooo common already . Any other suggestion of restaurants? *crack heads* But whatever it is, im gonna pay everything on that day . Not a cent of his gonna goes in . Nehnehnehhhh!

&&&& , ohohohohoh !
New Harry Potter movie is being released out like 3days ago . ahhhhhh , i wanna catch it! I thought of catching it with baby but baby doesn't likes to watch Harry Potter series. Ass uh he ! Harry Potter movies are like soooo nice watching it . I like the effect , the magic , the place. Its like oh-so-cool ! HAHA . Seiously laaa, nice watching it. Ruppert , Emma & Daniel are like oh-so-hot&gorgeous like right now . woooooooo ! hahaha

Anyway , im soooo gotta start saving up some money 'cause brotha's birthday is coming like a week or more i guess? Huhuuuuuu . what to buy for him uh? ahhh , idk! :/

urggggggh , sorry for the lack of updating my blog.
Been sooo busy! i mean schools and studies plus boyfr and friends . Haha! So yeappppp . School had been great . I mean really , as in my studies. Im back in track and i had been paying lots more of attention in class. oh com'mon , i dont wanna fail like again ! So yeaaah . And im changing baby too. Forcing him to study like one hell of a person ! I bet he don't wanna fail again and make his parents disappointed again . So, after all im changing him into a better person somehow. heh heh !

Moving on . 5more days to our 5th Monthsary (!!!!)
aaahhhhh , im sooo sexcited much , please? Hahaha . Sooo literally i have my plans all planned out. Hopefully it will go smoothly eh ! Still i gotta bear with him a little with all his nagging on that day. HAHA . oh whateverrrrr .

oh somehow im feeling weird these days. Like i dont have the mood to like talk much with my friends eventhough they are surrounding me in a circle. And somehow i will be the quietest amongst all . Idk , i just feel like im aint the mood. I feel like something is wrong but i just cant figure it out . How weird , very much please?

I miss the old sweet guy in you. ♥
But still, you're my lover boy . :)

Sooooo, our 5th monthsary is just 8more days to come. Sexcited much? Haha! Gonna make it a blast . I wanna make him teared to tears . I have lots of plans in my mind for our 5th monthsary 'cause i wanna make it a blast since we wont be celebrating for two month in a row for our 6th and 7th monthsary. Our 6th monthsary will be on the first day of ramadhan , which equals to no celebrating. No more hugs and kisses . oh gawwwwddd ! But on the brighter note, baby is gonna break-fast with my family one of the day and i will (oopps! i mean , MIGHT) be break-fasting with his family too. Hehe, depends la horr. But like for sure i wanna break-fast with his family, memories! heeeee .

And our 7th monthsary will be the first day of Hari Raya . oh gawwwwwwwddd ! Two months of not celebrating . :(

nyeknyeekkkk . but whattverrrrrr .
Im gonna make baby shed to tears on our 5th monthsary, thats fo' sure ! ^^
But like of course he will keep on nagging at me "stop buying things for me" , "dont waste your money" and whatsoever excuses he gave me whenever i bought something for him . But to me , its not even a wasting any of my money! B'cause things that i give him are for him to keep it as a memory. Whenever IF we went separate ways , the things that i gave him are the only things which could remind about us. Things that i gave him could remind about the moments we had together. Things that i gave him are the things which started and ended the love story that we had .

I could shower you with all the luxury of my love , but the only thing i need from you is your trust and love .

sooo yeaaappp , the surprise for our 5th monthsary will be coming soon , so hold on there baby! hehe

To my lovely girlfriend/ bestfriend ;

imy like hell ! Seriously , i do . I know we're aint any closer like we used to but we are still bestfriend forevereverevereverever ! Had not been seeing you these days. Had not been talking to you these days. Had not been msging you these days. Had not been hanging out with you these days. I miss the 'shopping day out' we usually had. I miss msging you like evryday. I miss calling you and talking craps together. I miss sharing about our love life together. I miss us sharing problems together. I miss sharing about our used-to-be-crush together. I miss evrything we used to do last time. But way back before, we had no one. No boyfriends. No problems. Its just both of us. But everything changes when we had someone special that step into each of our lives. You have yours, i have mine. Slowly the gap becomes bigger but still we are close. We are bestfriends. We are still the old us , only time does not permits us to spend equal time together as we are now busy with our own lives.

I am really sorryyyyyyyy bestfriend . :(
But still , i'll try my best to make time for you. I mean us . Yes us . :)
I am really looking forward for 26 December 2009 , which marks our two years of friendship . Started just as a stranger and the bond of ties became stronger and closer. We became bestfriend. We didnt even knew each other thru cyber world. We didnt even planned to meet in reality but fate bring us together in reality without knowing. Days, weeks, months passed by , we called our friendship as bestfriends as we used to shared almost every little things . gosh ! i miss those times .

& i miss us .
bestfriends forever . <3

Hiiiiii assholaaaaaa ! :D

missing me? hahaha , yes i know my blog is private. Why? Im soooo freaking lazy wanna update it. Moreover, my skin went #$%%$**& (!!!) And idk what happened. ohhhh, whatever. Im just too busy with school, friends and baby and too plain lazy wanna update my blog. Okay, its becoming dusty . looool . Anyway , alots of problems and troubles kept popping out .

"I dont find troubles, troubles comes to me.."

yeappp, im just gonna face it with much patience . This is just how life goes . Hopefully everything gonna be over soon . Hopefully . Anyway , lets get over it . Many pictures will be uploaded , so enjoy laa horr! heh heh .

Moving on .

Today i met baby , like yaaaayyyy! hehehe . Like of course la happy, duhh . Sooo supposed to meet baby at Tamp Stadium since he had a soccer match today but i didnt went 'cause i meet sissie. Soo yeaaa , baby was damn freaking pissed off . Had a little quarrel and smoothed by then. After i met sissie, went to meet my family and head off to geylang . Bought some baju raye for my lil brotha and sissie . My mum like sooooo freaking kanchong . Its not even ramadhan yet and she bought raye clothes for my lil brotha and sissie already. oh whatttttever . haha , so yeaaah . Walked around and all . Went seperate ways from my family to meet baby at Tamp Stadium . Waited for him like freaking 20minutes? alamaaak , slow poke laaa that ass! hahaha , *hopefully he didnt read* . xD

So yeah , sent him to Yishun since he's going to his granny house and i got no other plans on that day. So sent him to yishun . In the bus , he fall asleep with his head on my shoulder. aawwww.. hehe . He was feeling tired and all after his match , so understandable laa . Cute siaa he sleep, omg ! haha! Just like a pig, oinkoink! Since im a pig , baby also a pig lorr . Kan baby kan? OINKOINK! hehe Reached yishun and went to chill around. Spent time together like from 5+ to 7+pm? haha! &oh yes, baby brought the cookie cake i gave him for our fourth monthsary . Which was like how many freaking days ago! He didnt even ate it 'cause he dont wanna eat up the words coated on the cookie cake. And i went like 'aaawww..' hahaha! &he wants me to feed him so i fed him like little boy . ^^

"I Will Always Love You ♥"

Met his granny after that and had our dinner together. Ate at foodcourt . It was freaking pack laa , but we managed to find seats to settle ourselves up. All thanks to this one old chinese lady since she was sitting along in a table of four. So we occupy the rest of the seats. She was pretty friendly. Baby's granny is like freaking cute when she speaks english language. hahahaha! Suddenly this old chinese lady said something about baby's hair . HAHAHAHA!

lady: waaa , very nice hair you got there yah .
baby: haa , thankyou .
lady: what d'you put?
baby: huh?
lady: oh .. ohh .. you put gel or what?
baby: uhm noo . i dont use gel .
lady: ohhh i see! nice hair !
baby: I just use water .
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
baby: *pinch me* youre sooo gonna get it !
Me: HAHAHAHAHAH
lady: hahaha nice hair nice hair
baby: heh heh
granny: ah yah . His hair is short yah. So so his hair can stand like that .
lady: ahh i see
baby: :)
Me: HAHAHAHAHAH

HAHAHAHHA ! I just cant keep myself from laughing my ass about that . HAHA , use water ah baby ! When the water evaporated from your hair already, you use what? Air? HAHAA , alamak cute sia this boy! looool . kay , i bet some of yguys dont get what i meant . Hahaha , but whateveeeerrrr . After had our dinner, baby sent me to the bus interchange and i went back home. So here i am . ^^

Some random pictures for today .
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