HXDDY .

2009-07-26T18:27:00.000+08:00

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2009-07-23T22:49:00.002+08:00

aaahhhhh , blogger is being a bloody bitch .

MIA !

falling tonight

2009-07-19T00:17:00.006+08:00

gosh ! im soooo missing baby like right now . *sad face*
He's at Johor like for 2days already and he will only be back by today. aahhhhh , i sooo cant wait to hear his voice, his laughters . Plus plus plus , i miss his irritating-ness . He can be fucking irritating at times, like really really really irritating but still i love him . Hehe! :)

ahhhhh , 4more days to 5thmonthsary !
yappyyappyyyyydoooooooo! Hehe, cant wait . Im sooo gonna treat him like a small lil kid on that day . Everything will be on me on that day . Im gonna bring him to some restaurants to get our lunch together and idk where. Where where where!? Swensens? Pizza Hut? Pastamania? Fish&Co? But all of them are like soooo common already . Any other suggestion of restaurants? *crack heads* But whatever it is, im gonna pay everything on that day . Not a cent of his gonna goes in . Nehnehnehhhh!

&&&& , ohohohohoh !
New Harry Potter movie is being released out like 3days ago . ahhhhhh , i wanna catch it! I thought of catching it with baby but baby doesn't likes to watch Harry Potter series. Ass uh he ! Harry Potter movies are like soooo nice watching it . I like the effect , the magic , the place. Its like oh-so-cool ! HAHA . Seiously laaa, nice watching it. Ruppert , Emma & Daniel are like oh-so-hot&gorgeous like right now . woooooooo ! hahaha

Anyway , im soooo gotta start saving up some money 'cause brotha's birthday is coming like a week or more i guess? Huhuuuuuu . what to buy for him uh? ahhh , idk! :/

sapsaaaaap

2009-07-17T21:02:00.003+08:00

urggggggh , sorry for the lack of updating my blog.
Been sooo busy! i mean schools and studies plus boyfr and friends . Haha! So yeappppp . School had been great . I mean really , as in my studies. Im back in track and i had been paying lots more of attention in class. oh com'mon , i dont wanna fail like again ! So yeaaah . And im changing baby too. Forcing him to study like one hell of a person ! I bet he don't wanna fail again and make his parents disappointed again . So, after all im changing him into a better person somehow. heh heh !

Moving on . 5more days to our 5th Monthsary (!!!!)
aaahhhhh , im sooo sexcited much , please? Hahaha . Sooo literally i have my plans all planned out. Hopefully it will go smoothly eh ! Still i gotta bear with him a little with all his nagging on that day. HAHA . oh whateverrrrr .

oh somehow im feeling weird these days. Like i dont have the mood to like talk much with my friends eventhough they are surrounding me in a circle. And somehow i will be the quietest amongst all . Idk , i just feel like im aint the mood. I feel like something is wrong but i just cant figure it out . How weird , very much please?

babylovvvvvve

2009-07-13T22:36:00.002+08:00

I miss the old sweet guy in you. ♥
But still, you're my lover boy . :)

Sooooo, our 5th monthsary is just 8more days to come. Sexcited much? Haha! Gonna make it a blast . I wanna make him teared to tears . I have lots of plans in my mind for our 5th monthsary 'cause i wanna make it a blast since we wont be celebrating for two month in a row for our 6th and 7th monthsary. Our 6th monthsary will be on the first day of ramadhan , which equals to no celebrating. No more hugs and kisses . oh gawwwwddd ! But on the brighter note, baby is gonna break-fast with my family one of the day and i will (oopps! i mean , MIGHT) be break-fasting with his family too. Hehe, depends la horr. But like for sure i wanna break-fast with his family, memories! heeeee .

And our 7th monthsary will be the first day of Hari Raya . oh gawwwwwwwddd ! Two months of not celebrating . :(

nyeknyeekkkk . but whattverrrrrr .
Im gonna make baby shed to tears on our 5th monthsary, thats fo' sure ! ^^
But like of course he will keep on nagging at me "stop buying things for me" , "dont waste your money" and whatsoever excuses he gave me whenever i bought something for him . But to me , its not even a wasting any of my money! B'cause things that i give him are for him to keep it as a memory. Whenever IF we went separate ways , the things that i gave him are the only things which could remind about us. Things that i gave him could remind about the moments we had together. Things that i gave him are the things which started and ended the love story that we had .

I could shower you with all the luxury of my love , but the only thing i need from you is your trust and love .

sooo yeaaappp , the surprise for our 5th monthsary will be coming soon , so hold on there baby! hehe

BESTFRIENDS !

2009-07-12T13:17:00.002+08:00

To my lovely girlfriend/ bestfriend ;

imy like hell ! Seriously , i do . I know we're aint any closer like we used to but we are still bestfriend forevereverevereverever ! Had not been seeing you these days. Had not been talking to you these days. Had not been msging you these days. Had not been hanging out with you these days. I miss the 'shopping day out' we usually had. I miss msging you like evryday. I miss calling you and talking craps together. I miss sharing about our love life together. I miss us sharing problems together. I miss sharing about our used-to-be-crush together. I miss evrything we used to do last time. But way back before, we had no one. No boyfriends. No problems. Its just both of us. But everything changes when we had someone special that step into each of our lives. You have yours, i have mine. Slowly the gap becomes bigger but still we are close. We are bestfriends. We are still the old us , only time does not permits us to spend equal time together as we are now busy with our own lives.

I am really sorryyyyyyyy bestfriend . :(
But still , i'll try my best to make time for you. I mean us . Yes us . :)
I am really looking forward for 26 December 2009 , which marks our two years of friendship . Started just as a stranger and the bond of ties became stronger and closer. We became bestfriend. We didnt even knew each other thru cyber world. We didnt even planned to meet in reality but fate bring us together in reality without knowing. Days, weeks, months passed by , we called our friendship as bestfriends as we used to shared almost every little things . gosh ! i miss those times .

& i miss us .
bestfriends forever . <3

missing me?

2009-07-11T23:11:00.012+08:00

Hiiiiii assholaaaaaa ! :D

missing me? hahaha , yes i know my blog is private. Why? Im soooo freaking lazy wanna update it. Moreover, my skin went #$%%$**& (!!!) And idk what happened. ohhhh, whatever. Im just too busy with school, friends and baby and too plain lazy wanna update my blog. Okay, its becoming dusty . looool . Anyway , alots of problems and troubles kept popping out .

"I dont find troubles, troubles comes to me.."

yeappp, im just gonna face it with much patience . This is just how life goes . Hopefully everything gonna be over soon . Hopefully . Anyway , lets get over it . Many pictures will be uploaded , so enjoy laa horr! heh heh .

Moving on .

Today i met baby , like yaaaayyyy! hehehe . Like of course la happy, duhh . Sooo supposed to meet baby at Tamp Stadium since he had a soccer match today but i didnt went 'cause i meet sissie. Soo yeaaa , baby was damn freaking pissed off . Had a little quarrel and smoothed by then. After i met sissie, went to meet my family and head off to geylang . Bought some baju raye for my lil brotha and sissie . My mum like sooooo freaking kanchong . Its not even ramadhan yet and she bought raye clothes for my lil brotha and sissie already. oh whatttttever . haha , so yeaaah . Walked around and all . Went seperate ways from my family to meet baby at Tamp Stadium . Waited for him like freaking 20minutes? alamaaak , slow poke laaa that ass! hahaha , *hopefully he didnt read* . xD

So yeah , sent him to Yishun since he's going to his granny house and i got no other plans on that day. So sent him to yishun . In the bus , he fall asleep with his head on my shoulder. aawwww.. hehe . He was feeling tired and all after his match , so understandable laa . Cute siaa he sleep, omg ! haha! Just like a pig, oinkoink! Since im a pig , baby also a pig lorr . Kan baby kan? OINKOINK! hehe Reached yishun and went to chill around. Spent time together like from 5+ to 7+pm? haha! &oh yes, baby brought the cookie cake i gave him for our fourth monthsary . Which was like how many freaking days ago! He didnt even ate it 'cause he dont wanna eat up the words coated on the cookie cake. And i went like 'aaawww..' hahaha! &he wants me to feed him so i fed him like little boy . ^^

"I Will Always Love You ♥"

Met his granny after that and had our dinner together. Ate at foodcourt . It was freaking pack laa , but we managed to find seats to settle ourselves up. All thanks to this one old chinese lady since she was sitting along in a table of four. So we occupy the rest of the seats. She was pretty friendly. Baby's granny is like freaking cute when she speaks english language. hahahaha! Suddenly this old chinese lady said something about baby's hair . HAHAHAHA!

lady: waaa , very nice hair you got there yah .
baby: haa , thankyou .
lady: what d'you put?
baby: huh?
lady: oh .. ohh .. you put gel or what?
baby: uhm noo . i dont use gel .
lady: ohhh i see! nice hair !
baby: I just use water .
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
baby: *pinch me* youre sooo gonna get it !
Me: HAHAHAHAHAH
lady: hahaha nice hair nice hair
baby: heh heh
granny: ah yah . His hair is short yah. So so his hair can stand like that .
lady: ahh i see
baby: :)
Me: HAHAHAHAHAH

HAHAHAHHA ! I just cant keep myself from laughing my ass about that . HAHA , use water ah baby ! When the water evaporated from your hair already, you use what? Air? HAHAA , alamak cute sia this boy! looool . kay , i bet some of yguys dont get what i meant . Hahaha , but whateveeeerrrr . After had our dinner, baby sent me to the bus interchange and i went back home. So here i am . ^^

Some random pictures for today .
HAHA
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This are also some random pictures i took when i met baby .
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This is some random pictures too.
The same day as the flea market was being held . Cant remember the date . :/

feeling love

2009-06-30T19:17:00.001+08:00

"Love is a feeling of being complete, when the person you love is around."
- TB

anything for tonight

2009-06-28T20:46:00.003+08:00

School starting tomorrow .
And well , thats sucks .
Im aint even prepared anything for school yet .
urgh , goddamn it !

Yesterday's flea market was the bombbbbbbb!
Will post about it tomorrow . :D

& i miss baby , like reallyyyyyyy !
:(

a tear to shed

2009-06-26T22:48:00.003+08:00

Michael Jackson, one of the most widely beloved entertainers and profoundly influential artists of all-time, leaves an indelible imprint on popular music and culture. Lets pay some tribute to him with some prayers .

On the brighter note ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LUFEE AND FYE ! :D
May all your wishes and dreams comes true!
May you have a bright future !
Missing both of you too , haa

2009-06-26T00:40:00.004+08:00

Soo , im being accompanied by these people :D
wooo

HAHAHAHA
i found this sooo random .
lol , hehe
Anyway , i miss aie . Like really lorr . (:

hahahahahahaa stupid Taariq !
everytime kene cbcbcb . -_-
ass . Chat with him can go mad . Like reallyyyyy . haha ! pfft !

kay bye . im tired -_-

limits off

2009-06-25T23:07:00.003+08:00

Yes it is .

the rainstorm

2009-06-24T21:23:00.004+08:00

Nyenggggggg !

okay today i went out with bestfr ! woooooo , rindu! So accompanied her to search for mp3 since she wanna get one . But before i met bestfr , i met baby for awhile . Since he went out with his cousin yesterday and ton at their place , which is near to my apartment , baby met me for awhile before i went to meet bestfr . So he waited for me under my block . I was just late by few minutes and he gave me this look '-.-!' . Haha! eeeergh , irritating sia muke! -_-

It was drizzling outside so we just sat the area under my block . Guess what? He didnt even get a shower before meeting me . HAHAHA , muke busuk eh b! lol . But who cares , still my fav boy . Haha! Had some love time together . Left there at around 1.10pm? Yeaaap , he went back home while i went to meet bestfr at Marina Sq . Otw there , texted baby asking him where is he by that time and he said he's under his block . He cant enter his crib since no one's at home and he didnt bring keys . And sooooo i teased him . HAHA ! 'Boy takde kunci xD' lol . He get irritated by me and he hanged the phone . HAHA!

Reached Marina Sq , met bestfr ; *huggies* . Get some lunch straightaway at pizzahut since im sooo hungry . Once done , we went hunting for mp3 . Tried to search at Marina Sq Creative Zen but the one that rara wants is out of stock . So we went to Dhoby Ghaut and search for another outlet . But sadly its closed . So luckily theres this one electronic shop and sooo she bought her mp3 . Blablabla , get some food again . Ate calamari . Wooooo! My fav maynxsz! heeee . Then we hanged around at the stairs and camwhored . :D

Head back home around 5+pm since bestfr had to meet a buyer . So yeah , i went back home . Thought of meeting baby but then i called and msged him , he didnt replied nor pickup my calls . So i just went back home . Took MRT to p.ris , walked back home . Once i reached the doorstep , i ranged the bell & knock , no one opened the door . So i thought everyone was out of the house . Contacted brother , sissie , mummy and daddy , no one even pickup my calls nor replied my msges! I was like soooo fucking damn pissed off lorr! Moreover i dont have the keys with me since i didnt bring it . So called baby . Still didnt answered . Tried for another few times and like finally he pickup . Told him im stuck outside of my house like one stupid girl , and he just went "HAHAHAHAHA" . -_- Like really laa! Then he teased me back saying 'girl takda kunci' . Haha, pantart! Since earlier just now i teased him righttt , then he teased me back . Pfffffft ! Ass . haaaaa . Then suddenly the door was opened . My brother face pop out and got to know , he was taking a shower that time . grrrrrrrrr -_-

Anyway , bestfr gonna go overseas to Genting & Malacca tomorrow till monday . Gaaaaaaahhh , gonna miss her laaa! alerrrmak this girl ! heh heh pewwwww

rockin' that way

2009-06-24T00:29:00.001+08:00

MONDAY:

Sooooooo , HAPPY FOUTH MONTHSARY BABY! :D
woopwoop , lovelovelove! ♥

I wanted to celebrate our fourth monthsary at the Marina Barrage and camwhore there but then his mom asked me to come to his house . -_- haha , so i did . Baby had a room make-over . Like reallyyy . Haha! So helped a bit in cleaning up and all . Stayed there from 3+ till like 8pm with his family? Haha! Most of the time i feel so awkward . Like of course i do! Im aint part of the family whuuutt . But i tried to make myself comfortable since i dont his mom to think bad of me . Cheh! ahah , so yeaa . At around 8pm , baby and i plus his sister planned to go downtown and went seperate ways after that . So baby and i went to p.ris park . Thought of sitting at one of the 'pondok' but there were people . So we sit like at bricks along the path of the grass by the river? Hahaha! Macam orang mintak sedekah sia! hahahaha ok lol . whatevr . So had lovey-dovey moments . *winks*

Heh heh . At around 9+ , i'd to head back home . So baby sent me back home , parted with hugs&kisses . :D

TODAY:

Met baby again since im supposed to give him my 'yesterday's-surprise-gift-yang-tak-menjadi' . HHAHA . So yeaaah . I was late . He lectured at me ; "B , cepat laah! Lembap sia you ." -_- Yknow , girls is always taking their own sweet time when dressing up right ! pffffffttttt . So yeah meet him at Tanah Merah . Board the train and alighted at Paya Lebar since he gotta get smt for his granny . Head down to cityhall right after , meet Farhan . Chilled at starbucks while Farhan go went some other way since i gotta pass the gifts to baby . Yadiyadiyaa , i head back home after that while he go meet his cousins .

Now , im just waiting for he to call/ msg . I bet his watching a movie , like duhh . Haha! Yalah whatver . Let him enjoy for the day . Heh <3

life's a beach !

2009-06-24T00:18:00.007+08:00

SATURDAY'S BEACH PARTY !

LIFES A BEACH !

Enjoy the pictures .

No doubt , i had fun there with my girls . But too bad , things just happened at the end of the day . Okay wtv . woooo , beach party baybeh!

Another obstacles

2009-06-23T22:49:00.003+08:00

To my lovely girlfriend Syaffy;

cheer up sayang! I know how you feel when you lost someone you love . Eventhough idk what happened between you and him , still you gotta be strong . Dont be sad sad , smileeeeeeeeeee ! Your friends and family is still around you who will always be there for you . Like you said , boyfriends do come and go . Yes , i totally agree that with you . It hurts for you in the beginning , but as time goes , you'll put him as a past and move on. When you've moved on , your heart will move on too . Your heart will slowly heal as time goes by . Happiness will slowly form again , replacing all your sorrows , sadness and despairs .

For now , enjoy your life . Forgets about him and move on . Even if you cant , still you have to . Cheer up okay sayang? Heeeeee , love you girlfriend ! I'll always be a text/ call away from you when you need someone to talk to or a shoulder to cry upon yeah? (:
Put up a smileeeeeee! :D
& misses!

iloveyou<3

2009-06-22T13:27:00.000+08:00

Im okay . Im fine .
HAPPY FOURTH MONTHSARY BABY! :D
lovelovelove!
[♥♥♥]

countdown which just hurts

2009-06-19T23:28:00.001+08:00

Its just 4more days to our fourth monthsary and just look at us . We're aint in good condition . If this continues , seriously i will be moody the whole time tomorrow at the beach party .

4 DAYS MORE .

i hate it , it really hurts me deep inside .

2009-06-19T23:18:00.003+08:00

Yknow , sometimes i just cant get you . Over little things , over little mistakes , we'll fight over it . We'll quarrel over it . And im the one who will always give way , trying to put every mistakes and blames upon me eventhough i didnt made it . Why? B'cause i just want to get over it and done! I hate it when we starts to quarrel , when we starts to fight . Yknow , it sometimes makes me think , why the hell upon little things and mistakes must we fight over it !? i hate it , it really hurts me deep inside when we quarrel , not wanting to admit some parts of our faults and showing attitude towards each other . EGO . Its like you've changed . You're a changed person . You arent the same old you before . Like really and im really really really sad over it . I just keep it to myself , not wanting to tell anybody whats hidden behind it b'cause i dont like to burden people's life listening to my old-macdonald-love-story . Adding up more piles of fear in me . I dont know what will happened next . Its up to you baby .

2009-06-19T01:30:00.000+08:00

Hahahahahahah after weeks (or nearly a month?) i didnt logged in to facebook .
-_-

keep dancing just like that

2009-06-18T23:20:00.004+08:00

Okay idk who i shall go with to the beach this sat . Either with baby , cherry and idk who else some more or with my babes or with Fadd , dinah , zee , shasha , zack and ash. With who ah who? But i really really miss my babes like fuck laa ! alaaaaaaa , pening pening ! -_-

More easier , no need to go . HHAHAHAHA
-_- kay shuuuuuusssssh ~

aaaaaahhhhh aaaaaahhhhhhhh , im going shopping tomorrow! Weeehuuuuuu ! Shopping for myself plus for my blogshop too . Nyhehehe k best! :D
lulz . im bored . Entertain me someone pretty pls? Boyfr is soooo busy watching transformers . ahhaha wtf? Soooo not my type of movie . I hate action movies . Its like , the movies are like sooo fake . Really uh . I prefer horror/ romance/ comedy/ mystery movies . Heeeeee , wooooo!

imma happy happy girl !

2009-06-18T22:05:00.004+08:00

Sooooooo , like finally baby is baaaaaack! Weheeee! Imma happy happy happy girl now! Hehehe . Who wouldnt be happy if her boyfr or anyone that she misses effing much is back right? Hahaha . Soooooooo , anyway yesterday was supposed to go out with rara and sofea but plan cancelled since rara was being a lazy pig yesterday . OINK OINK ! HAHA . I was freaking bored so i called krisha and she happened to cut her hair yesterday . So accompanied her .

Went to cut her hair at Century Square . The hairdresser who cut her hair was like sooo fucking noisy . Like seriously laa . "Her hair is like frizzy frizzy , so its best for her to keep it long and straighten it then cut ...." Blablabla shitzzzz . I bet kris mom was irritated by it . hahhaahha . And he cant even pronounce frizzy properly . He pronounce it some kind of 'friggy friggy' . wth? Double-toungue . lol . hahhaha , okay im mean . -_- After the hair-cut , krisha was sooo elated by it . Like reallyyyyyyy . HAHAHA! She kept on saying "Dayah ! I love my hair now!" hahahahhaa , but krisha ! My hair is hotter than yours ! Especially my bangs . hahahhahahahahahhaha , ok joking lovers! hhehehehe ok , hid prasan sia . Berbual sorang sia aku . wtf? -_-

Okay wtv . So we browse around and stuffs . Got two new cardigan and i lovvvvvvve it . Like mwahs mwahs! HAHA . Then baby called and wanted to meet . So without a second , i dont waste any time and went to meet him at simei since ive to meet my family after that . Huggggged him like soooo tightly! HAHAHA , rinduuuuuuuu gilaaaaaaaaaa! Heeee . Blablabla , he set me till at tampiness mall back since ive to meet my family there . Parted with hugs&kisses and went to meet my family . Head to Courts Megastore to search for stove since the ones at home is being burnt already . Haha! loooooool . Went home after that . :D

like at last !

2009-06-17T12:25:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night , i was so bored and i played baby's PSP . Played the song droplets which baby used to sing me everyday . But he's away and i cant hear his voice . *sad face* I teared when i listen to the song . ahhh , i fucking miss him ! Suddenly i got a call from an unknown number . So i picked it up .

Me: Hello ?
Boyfr : Hello , hiii . boleh kenal-kenal ?
Me : huh ?
Boyfr : Ni hid kan? Boleh kenal-kenal ?
Me : huh , sape nih ?
Boyfr : Boleh kenal-kenal tak?
Me: *kept silence*
Boyfr: hello?
Me : sape nih?
Boyfr: boleh kenal-kenal tak?
Me: *hangs the phone*

After a few minutes ..

Me: Hello?
Boyfr: Hello , boleh kenal-kenal tak?
Me : Baby , is that you !??
Boyfr: hahahah , boleh kenal-kenal tak?
Me: omggggggg , baby! Its you right !!??
Boyfr: ahhahahahaha
Me: aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh , omg! Babyyyyyy , i miss you sia! *tears*
Boyfr: aawww , baby please dont cry !
Me: *kept silence as i was tearing*
Boyfr: ahhh , baby baby! I miss you soooo fucking much too . Dont cry please b?
Me: omgggggg! aaahhhh , im soo missing you ! Where are you now?
Boyfr: I just arrive . Im at the airport . Baby , ive to go now . I call you back later can?
Me: but b, how youre gonna call me later? Your phone is with me what .
Boyfr: i'll find some way .
Me: aahhhh , please dont go! Talk to me!
Boyfr: i cant , gotta go now . Call you back later . Goodbye baby , love you b!
Me: love you too baby! Byee
Boyfr: Bye honey!

*phone hanged*

omgggggggggggggg . i was really really really really really really really really really reallyyyyyyy happy when he called ! Like at last got to hear his voice . Like seriously . :(

sad face

2009-06-16T20:59:00.002+08:00

Who's this girl ah? Who's this girl ah?
lol . And , that my new-ly ridiculous hair . pfft!

Hiiiiiii , im bored .
lol . haha . Anywaaay , today i met my classmates to finish up our maths project plus Social Studies IPW . Maths project is done , left for the IPW . We have to do a video of our singing about Peace . Heh ! It was fun uh . We did at Ahmad's crib . So we choose the song 'As long as you love me' by backstreet boys . Haha! Band lama sia . lol . But who cares . So we change the lyrics and stuffs . Still its not done yet . We need to do a recording of our singing and edit it at the Moviw Window Maker . So yeaaa , chop chop gotta finish it by this Saturday .

Speaking of saturday , its the Bitch Party baybeh ! Wooolalaaaaaaa ! Im sooo missing the beach . I seriously wanna go for the Bitch Party but idk who am going with . Anyone going for the Bitch Party? HAHA , lulz . Nehmind , i'll ask my babes . :D

ahhh ahhhh , boyfr should be back by today . I guess ? Idk ah . Missing him sooooo fucking much sia! aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh ! Come back home fast la pantart! HAHA . But still if he's back , he cant contact me since his phone is with me . Then how? alaaaaaaaaa! *sad face*

honey , im shrunking !

2009-06-15T23:09:00.002+08:00

Yes i do , really badly .
:(

"Absence makes the heart grow fonder.. "

how paindric can it be ?

2009-06-15T19:57:00.002+08:00

And sooo , another day of going out alone . Im like lonely sia . HAHA , wth . what fish am i talking about? -.-

Im tired . pfft! Meet customers at Cityhall MRT Interchange today . Today's customers are all like fuck up . Like seriously ah. All of them are late . They make me waited for them like more than 40min? Okay , im fine with it but theres this one stupid customer who make me wait more than an hour? ah wth . For money , i will . Haha , pfft!

Right after , went to cash in the money that ive collected . Went back to Pasir Ris and head to Loyang Point to cut my fringe since its like freaking long already . Thought of cutting my back hair too but i changed my mind 'cause i wanna keep my hair long . yeaaa baybeh . HAHA . So i just cut fringe . It wasnt pretty bad , its okay to me . Its somehow like bangs? Or should i say it is bangs? HAHA , wth . I know its aint the season any longer , but who cares . I just want a short and neat fringe and im happy with it . Weeehuuuuuuu ! :D

Went back home after my hair cut . Heh heh . Okay , seriously im missing the lovely boy . :(
4days struggling . omgggggg ! He should be back by tomorrow but im aint really sure of it yet . It depends if he gets his flight tmorrow . But if he's back by tomorrow also , i cant contact him . His phone is with me since he asked me to hold it when he's away . Then how? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! wahpiang eh ! :(

honey , im calling !

2009-06-14T22:47:00.002+08:00

I cant get to sleep . I cant calm myself down . I cant breathe .
I just need a big warm hug and a peck of kisses by you . Missing babylove effing much!
urrggh , god damn it!

2009-06-14T00:16:00.000+08:00

imy :(

"Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. "

i cant stop , never a minute

2009-06-12T22:09:00.000+08:00

Yes i cant , 'cause i miss you badly .
:(

cant hold any longer

2009-06-12T21:38:00.003+08:00

Baby has gone to Bali for his holiday trip . Im soooooooooooooo gonna miss him effing much ! urrrrrgggh! Five days mayn five days! Like O-M-G ! I can die die die . -_- Hopefully he'll come back with something for me eh . HAHAHA , hid muke tak tahu malu sia! lol .

So today meet baby at arnd 12+ , head to his crib and stayed there till 1pm . Left there and meet a blogshopper at the P.ris MRT Interchange while baby went for his friday prayers . Right after , went back home and get changed . Meet baby again at around 2.30pm under my block . HAHAHA , baby was feeling scared just now when he saw my mom . huahuahua~ xP

Head back to his crib and spent time together. Heeeeeeh ! At around 4+ , went simei to get all his stuffs and head to Changi Airport . Blablablaaaa , at around 6+ he left for his flight . I felt really really really sad and teared when he left with his last goodbye . aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh , 5 days w/o him . :(

Okay , cheer up hiddy cheer up!
haaaa . Ok , i miss my bitches plus babes ! Babeeeeeeeees , meet soonz puh-leaaaaaazzzzzzz ! Rindu maha rindu! Lets go for shisha again! weeehuuuuuu! ahahah . &&&&&&&& , Eshaa is still at Philipines . I bet she'll be drunk the whole time . Stupid bitch . HAHAHAHA . &&& , krish! Where the heel are you , bitch! HAHAHA , i wanna go shopping with youuuuuu! lol . Okay , tomorrow gonna meet besty and we're going for the IT Show at Suntec . I wanna get myself a new cammy but ive no enough $$$$$ now! Wahliaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaoxsxz ! Okay , next month!
hehehehe :D

one word left to say

2009-06-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

HIATUS
".. i give up"

can stand any longer

2009-06-08T21:13:00.006+08:00

One word to express this post : WOW !

W-O-W !

Like seriously , i cant believe how fast a person change . Be it for the good and bad . Sometimes i just wonder, why must you change? What makes you change? Where's the old you that i know? Where where? I just cant believe it , like seriously . You changed so fast till i dont even know who the hell are you now? You are like transforming into a new guy that i dont know . My goddddd . You are so not yourself for now , baby .

You called me yesterday night and we had a conversation . We were happily chit-chatting and i was too tired to talk that much since i just came back home from outside . So i didnt talk much and let you to do the job . And you asked me question . "B , can i dye my hair?" Before i answer that question , i asked you two question back . "Why must you dye your hair? What benefits does it give it to you?" And you didnt answered me directly , yet you did answered it indirectly . Yeaah baby , its holiday and lets enjoy! BUT ! I was reluctant to allow you the permission to dye your hair . Why? B'cause you cant perform your prayers later on and i need to know the colour that you gonna dye your hair so that it matches you . And you kept answering me back with an 'idk' answer . I was so frustrated by it and i asnwered with an 'somehow-that-i-allow' permission . Why? I was reluctant to give you the permission to do so but since you seems like you really really really really really wanna dye your hair , fine , i'll bear with it with some sympathy and somehow allow you to do so . Right after , you said your whole family gonna dye/highlight their hair together . Since your whole family gonna dye/highlight their hair , im fine with it then 'cause ive no power to force you not to dye your hair since your mum and dad gonna dye/highlight their hairs too whaat . So yeaah .

And this morning , when i met you , i was surprised to see you in beanie . 'Cause its the first time i saw you wearing a beanie and somehow you seems fishy . So i asked you to take out your beanie but you denied and denied . After a looong time of forcing you to take out your beanie , you finally took out your beanie . I went O-M-G ! Like really O-M-G (!!!) How surprised am i when i saw your hair is being cut and highlighted already . Like wowwwwwwwwww ! Baby , listen up . Firstly, you didnt respect me by asking me for my permission before you highlight your hair . Its like , you asked me only yesterday night when we were talking otp and the next morning , which is today , your hair style is changed . Like wow? Secondly , youve changed . Its like , i dont even know who my boyfriend is and where is the old he . Thirdly , i prefer your old hairstyle . Like seriously . Fourthly , i miss the decent cute guy that i know , which is the old you . urrrrrgggghhh ! Like seriously . Whatever it is , im gonna let you decide what you gonna do after this . I dont wanna be mad at you any longer . I dont wanna put up faces infront of you any longer . No more games baby .

love + lies

2009-06-07T22:54:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not blogging for a looooong time . HAHAHA . Long meh? okay shuddup . Been too busy with stuffs and blogshop . And im making a progress in my blogshop! YIPPYAAAAAYYY! woopwoooooop! Im soooo gonna shop till drop when i got my profits . Heh heh ! &oh yeaaaaa , im supposed to meet rara , sofea plus syaffy tmrw but i dont know if i can make it 'cause i might be going out with mom to find things that i need for overseas trip later on . Mhhhhmmmmm , how uh? But seriously i wanna meet my babes! Its been like donkey years since i last met them ! Especially ramraaaam tootoot . Heheheh , lol . -_- sorry raa! HAHA

See how uh . Hopefully can meet my babes tomorrow . And yeaaaaa , im gonna be MIA for 3days . Three days only! uh-huh lol . okay , im gonna go off now. Bby gonna call in few minutes time . Weehuuuu~

Bye lovelies ! <3>

screw you

2009-06-04T09:25:00.004+08:00

When everything seems so right that it feels wrong,
When a smile was drawn but the hands clutches,
Or even when I'm physically there but mentally unaware,

Just listen to what I'm not saying .

2009-06-04T08:50:00.004+08:00

TUESDAY

Had 'Meet The Parents' session . Got back my overall results for MYE . It was horrible , disaster , ridiculous . Lets skip this . I dont wanna talk about it anymore . It just makes me crazy over myself . -_-

WEDNESDAY

Yesterday , like finally got to meet baby . weeehuuuuuuu~
hahaha . Like super super super happy + jovial + zest . nyahahahah . So im supposed to fetch my lil brotha from his friend's house arnd 4.30pm . On my way there , saw my brotha so i asked him to help me fetch my lil brotha . So he did and i went to baby's crib .

He thought i wouldnt be coming there and i surprised him. Haha! I asked him to come out along the corridor and took a peep at downstairs and taddaaaaaaaaa! He was smiling all way long . HAHAHA . So yeaa , stayed at baby's crib till like 6+ going to 7 . Parted with hugs&kisses and head back home .

weeeeehuuuuu , soo happy got to meet baby after like how many freaking days didnt meet him! heheheh ^^

TODAY

Im supposed to be in school like now for maths classes , but i didnt attend . hahahha . I got smt going on later so ive to skip the maths lesson.

Might be meeting baby again later . heee , yeaaaa :D

im soo sad sad

2009-06-01T14:08:00.004+08:00

Im soo sad sad sad . :(

Baby was supposed to come back home yesterday but he didnt and idk what the reason . When i asked him 'why?' , he wouldnt answer me . He'll be back home either by tomorrow or next two days . wahliaaaaao wei! aaaahhhh , ass uh! I was really looking forward to meet him today if he came back yesterday but he didnt . Hopefully he'll be back by tomorrow . Im sooo missing him . aaaahhhh , misses!

Talking of tomorrow , it will be a doom day for me . Getting my report book tomorrow . Im sooo gonna be dead tomorrow . So i'll live my life to the fullest today . HAHA , wth hiddy . -_- nonsensical . lol .

And yeaaaa , eshaa's gone . Gone to where? Dead . haha , kidding . lol . Philipines like of course . How bitchy she is leaving krisha and me lone in this stupid island . Hahaha , wtv .

Sooo refer back to my previous post , yesterday i went to gym alone to workout . Im becoming fatter la , pls? hahahaha . This june holidays im sooo gonna work my ass off to burn those fats . Goodbye fatty fat! HAHA . Right after , went out with family at Cityhall . They picked me up from the tampiness interchange and head down to Cityhall . Mom wanted to go suntec ; like really really want to and idk why . Hahaa! But we went to esplanade first for idk whats the reason . lol . And oh yeaa , otw there , ruzz saw me but i didnt saw him . He says he was even standing right infront of me when i was walking towards the esplanade but i didnt saw him! My goddd , how blind can i be!? HAHA

Head to Marina Square after that , followed by Suntec . Shopped over there and dine at Pastamania . Once done , went to Carefour . We head home after that . I was sooo pissed yesterday when i got a msg from baby knowing that he'll not be coming home yesterday . urrrgggh , wtv! Hopefully he'll be back by tomorrow , like really!

Im sooo gonna be dead !

2009-05-31T14:36:00.004+08:00

Im feeling so bored right now . O:

urrrggggh , im having mood swing today and idk why . Pfft! But on the brighter note , baby is coming back todaaaaaaaaaaay! weeeheeeee! :D
Hehee , i sooo cant wait for his return . Nyeeeeh .

aaaaahhh , its sunday today! & guess what? In two days time , gonna get back my report book . I bet it will be a disaster . ahhh , fuck fuck fuck . Im sooo not looking forward for that day . And luckily mom is going for the 'Meet The Parents Session' and not dad 'cause if dad's going , i bet he'll shout at me right away when he sees my results . O-M-G! But afterall , im still gonna get a scolding and shoutings from dad when i came back home after taking the results . urrrgggh!

&oh yeaaaaaa , eshaa gonna leave for philipines for a month . How bitch she is leaving me & krisha alone here . HAHAHA , kidding ! Heee , for sure gonna miss her . Heeeeh . Anyway , imma go out to gym after this to workout and then , gonna dine out with family right after . So yeaaaah . ^-^ toodles people!

cant resist the feelings

2009-05-30T14:16:00.005+08:00

Im tired . im tired of everything. I feel like giving up on everything .

For today , i have plans with my babes but i cant meet them due to something . Its been donkey years since i last meet them . walaaaoweeei! aaaahhhhh! Nevermind , one of the day must ajak everyone to follow kaykaaay! & we'll go for shisha or smt alright babes? Haha . I miss having shisha session with them .wootswoots! ^^

Well , i just came back from gym . Omg , tiring ! Ive been working since 9+ till 12pm . Seriously its fucking tiring but who cares? Im still gonna lose weight as much as i can during this june hols . Woooo! I bet baby gonna be mad at me for my plans of losing weight for this period of this whole june hols . hahhahaha

aaaahhh , speaking of him , i fucking miss him . Like seriously! But oh well , he's gonna return back here tomorrow and am seriously cant wait to meet him! Heeeeee . But so sad , he's gonna leave me alone in this stupid island once again for like 5days later (12june-17june) . He's going to bali for a holiday . I bet he's gonna enjoy himself over there while imma just rot at this stupid island till dead . booohooooo! urrrgggh , so irritating yknow he kept leaving me alone in this stupid island . haiyayayaaaa

&not to forget , this bitch of mine gonna leave this stupid island for philipines like a month! wtffffffff ! Eshaaaaaa! Im soooo gonna kill you when youre back later . And bitch , dont forget to buy lotsa souviniers for me over there! Heeeeeee! Hid muke tak tahu malu! HAHAHA . Eventhough she can be bitchy at times with her sarcasm (HHAHAHA) , still im soooo gonna miss her . aaaaaaahhhhhh!

bitches like muahs muahs!

2009-05-29T18:35:00.004+08:00

These two people/bitches/lovers are the one who never fails to brighten up my day . (:
heeeeeeee

So today was sports day . Hahaha , it was superrrrrbcxsz! Could say so huh ? Heee . Anyway , i did won a medal for one game . Which is caterpillar chairs . HAHAHA , no doubt , it was fun . Like seriously mayncxsz! Eventhough its the lamest game i'd ever played , i still enjoyed myself and screamed like one stupid girl . LIke really! HAHA , sumpah memalukan . omgeeeeeeez . But who cares yo . The weather was soo fucking hot i tell you . Hot like crazy . urrrggghhhh! & plus i sweat alot too . hahhaha , wtv . Still i enjoyed this year sports day with my bitches and the 3G spirit! wootwoot ^^

i wanna shrunk

2009-05-29T17:51:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i just feel soo left out . And the reason is ; let me find out kay! Seriously idk . I just feel soo left out with y'guys these days . Not only these days but almost all the time . I mean like , yes i do miss those times when we were still close friends together but ,.. urrrrrrgggh! I just dont know how to phrase it here . Its like yguys going out and didnt even tell me . I was like soo shock and i sanked . It feels really really 'ouch!' to me . Maybe not to yguys to think back , but to me it is a yes . urrrgggghhh , forget it ! Forget it okay , forget it . I just need boyfie now . Like really really now . But he's away . :(

ahhhhhhhh! what a 'good' day for me . Im soo missing boyfie and imma just rot at home tomorrow . It is much more pleasure than going out . Fuck yguys . Dang .

[/Edited]

Three words ;

I MISS BOYFIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :(
*sad sad face*

dont leave , i'll be lonely honey!

2009-05-27T18:46:00.005+08:00

THURSDAY

i felt devastated upon seeing my results .

Eng - 44.9 / 100
Maths - 28.7 / 100
MT - 80 / 100 (highest in class!:D)
Sci - 48 / 100
Humans - 35.8 / 100
POA - 67 / 100
F&N - 68 / 100 (highest in class!:D)

So much for studying still i failed . But at least ive put in much effort for thos MYE . Even though it could be dissapointing for my parents , still i aint much dissapointed upon myself 'cause i know , i'd did tried my best and put in alot of effort . Studying from afternn till late night , burning midnight oil . oh well , just aint my luck . But this marks havent include the CA1 and class test yet , so i hope it'll pull my marks higher when my class test and CA1 is being include inside . Heeee:D

FRIDAY

School was pretty okay for today . In the morning , got an assembly talk on pornography & cyber bullying . Sungguh tak perlu siah that talk . -.-"! Rightttttttt . After the talk , head back to class and do some activities about the YOG (youth olympic games) . I dont wanna do it ; reason = lazy ; but to kill time , i did it .

Recess was next and we had full time of free periods . Haha , somehow . lolscxz . Anyhoooos , imma get the class tee tomorrow and sports day is just in two days time! weeheee~
And yes , in two days time baby gonna leave me alone in this stupid island while he's away in KL. Waaaaaa , im soooo gonna miss him like fuck! aaaaahhhhhhh! O:

somethings up

2009-05-25T21:33:00.003+08:00

School was pretty much boring? Goddamn it . Feel like dont wanna attend school but since its the last week of school before the school holidays (i guess , or isit next week? haha!) , i just come to kill time. oh well . Anywaaaaaaaaaaaay , got my english papers back . It was a disaster! Especially for the comprehension part . omgeeeeeeez , stupid fucking teacher mark so strictly! -_-

Moving on . And oh yes! This friday is the sports day for my school . Im joining captains ball (like always , haha!) and the match is tomorrow . Haha , like omg . Hopefully 3G can win this year eh! Jia you people! HAHA , lulcxsz

And tuesday will be the 'MEET THE PARENTS SESSION' where our parents hafta go to school , meet the teachers and take our report book and yadiyadiyaaa . I bet mum will nag at me the whole time when she straight away sees my results . omggggg , im sooo not ready for it and im sooo not looking forward on next tuesday plus in seeing my results . aaaaaahhhhhh ! O:

throwdown

2009-05-24T21:13:00.002+08:00

Sunday sunday sunday ..

So meet up with baby today since we didnt met yesterday . I wanted to accompany him to yew tee for his soccer training but went half-way as i have to go granny place . Pfft! Sooo meet up with him at the central bus stop arnd 12+ . I rushed to him and gave a big hug once i saw him. Rindu maaaahh . Haha! And we bussed down to simei since he have to take some things . Right after , we trained back to tampiness and took bus39 , head to yishun .

In the bus , gave him the gifts i bought for him , the card i made which took me two days to complete it with the decoration and stuffs plus the cookies and brownies that i specially baked just for him. Haha! Eventhough it was pretty late to give at this moment , still he dont mind . He shed some tears when he read the card . Hahaha , and he felt 'aaawwwww' . hehee! lulxsz . Feed him the cookies that i baked for him . ^^

Reached yishun , sent him to the MRT . I wanted to sent him till yew tee but depends on time , i dont think i can make it 'cause ive to reached granny place by 4+ . urrrrggggh! If only i dont need to go granny place . -_- So told him that i wouldnt be sending him till yew tee and ive to leave now , and he kindly sent me to the bus interchnge and waited with me for the bus39 . Once the bus came , parted with hugs and kisses and went to gran place .

okay , now im dead bored . Just came back home from granny place . gaaaahhhh!
im tired la , aaaahhhhhhhh! -.-"!

Theres school tomorrow and worst , its monday! urrrggggh , monday mundane! And i bet im gonna get back more results of the MYE . Im sooo not looking forward to it . my godddd , save me someone!

faith

2009-05-23T23:05:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, it seems so hard. Like everything you've ever done was not worth it. Falls after falls yet life pretends like it has always been that way. Its just life isn't it, a whole load of pretense. Slowly, one by one they turn their backs on you. The way the whole world did. Its exhausting but then again, its not like anyone cared. Especially when you lose faith .

like boom boom powwwwww

2009-05-23T11:03:00.011+08:00

Apologise for keeping my blog under private . It is due to some problems which i wouldnt want to state here . So my blog will not be private for now but it will be private for sometimes . So bear with it . Heh

WEDNESDAY

For wednesday was a marking day for my school . So planned to meet up with besty since her exams ends on that day too . And syaffy tagged along with us! wooweeee!~

So meet up with besty at orchard , i was late all because of my mum who forgets to pass me my money . -_- sorry babe! haha . So while waiting for syaffy to arrive , both of us went to wisma to browse around . The wallet that i was searching for still not there . There is la but i dont like the design . Pfft! So bought yellow shoes at cotton on . lalalalalaaaaaa , syaffy arrived soon after . Went to shaw house and ate LJS since all of us haven't ate yet and we were fcuking hungaaaary! hahahaa

Okay wait! I cant really recall where we went after that after this and stuffs . So basically we were at orchard almost the whole day . Shopping , window-shopped and all . Girls , whatchu expect! Shopping like muahsmuahs! HAHAA

THURSDAY

Thursday thursday thursday ..
School was so mundane just now . omg! wait, again . 1, 2, 3, O-M-G! Like seriously , urrrgh! So many free periods, class was so fucking noisy and i just doze off like a pig most of the time. Whatchu expect? B-O-R-I-N-G!

But on the lighter note , got back our papers and i was pretty glad that i passed my POA . Could say that i improved alot? Haha , okay la . Ive put in my hardwork and efforts , and yes, it is being proved that all my efforts that i put in were paid off . Hehe , alhamdudillah . I even got higher than some of the smart POA kiddies in my class . Heh heh! Not showing off neither proud of it nor being arrogant about it, but im just happy over my achievement . Heeeeeeeh!

Got combine science paper back too . Which was a disaster! urrrrgh! I fucking hate science la please? I passed my chemistry but failed physic . Like wtf! aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh! So much for studying but still end up failing . -.-!

Got our F&N paper back . Was pretty happy for it cause i got 39.5 over 50 . Woooweeeeeee! :D

FRIDAY

Didnt went to school today due to some problems . ahhh , wtv . I'll just keep it to myself . Yknow , sometimes in life , things just dont go the way like how you want to . Fxck .

On the lighter note , HAPPY THIRD MONTHSAAAAARYYY BABY! :D

"When you hold me like this ,
So many memories fill my eyes ,
The first time we kissed ,
The times we nearly said goodbye,
But, still, here we are Tested and tried and still true ,
And stronger than we ever knew .. "

TODAY

Today was supposed to meet baby but canceled because i wasnt feeling very well . I had headache since morning and everything around me seems weird . My body felt so weak and tired and its aching all over . Im sorry baby . :(

gaaahhh , im sooo missing baby . urrrrggh! Might be meeting him tomorrow , hopefully!

egoistic

2009-05-19T13:20:00.004+08:00

I know it my fault . Im too egoistic . I always think for myself , didnt think for you . Blame it on me . Its my fault of acting harshly towards you . Its my fault of becoming mad and therefore made you mad . Its my fault of making you guilty. Its my fault for what had happened . Everything is my, my fault! Im SORRY . I know sorry dont work anything . Sorry doesnt fixed anything back . Sorry is just a word aint much . But still its sincerely from me . Thousand of apologies , its my fault.

Im such an ass! Fuck .

"Love is like a mountain, hard to climb,
but once you get to the top, the view is beautiful. "

exams oveeeeeeer!

2009-05-19T11:26:00.003+08:00

EXAMS OVERRRR!

wooooo , at last! heeh
Andandand holidays is nearing! Okay , best! :D
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh , im soo dead bored . -.-! I want to meet baby today but i dont know if he can make it . aiyaaaaaa! Hopefully he can uh. Im sooo missing him like fcuking much! aaaaaaaahhhhhh! ):
If not , i'll be going out with mum and dad later on . I bet gonna be boring? urgggggggghhh!

Going off now , watching 'The Last House on the Left' . Horror movie . Anyone wanna accompany me and bear with my shoutings?

Love Silhouetted

2009-05-18T16:56:00.006+08:00

I just changed my blog song . Sumpah the previous song in my blog is sooo irritating nak mampos! -_- hahaa
Im feeling soo bored . aaaaaahhhhhhh! O:

Theres no school on wednesday . YAAAAAAY! :D
Im soo going out besty like again! nyahahaha . So gonna go shopping or just window-shopped? Because ive yet to get things for baby . Die die must save up plus beg mummy for moneeeeh! heh heh . Gonna buy gifts for baby , order the chocolate cookie cake for this friday as its our monthsary . Wooweeee!:D Then imma find myself a wallet , and get some new clothes . I am sooo in need of new clothes! urrrggggh , i hate wearing the same and the same and the same clothes . Pfft!

Andandand cant wait for friday!
nyeheeeeeeh . So here's the plan , gonna surprise him by saying i cant meet him on that day but actually i am meeting him like of course! Gonna take the chocolate cookie cake from town , then travel all the way back to pasir ris to surprise him . Otw there , gonna make some excuses saying i cant meet him and yadiyadiyaa . Once reach his apartment , gonna ask him to look outside and for sure he'll be shock . HAHAHA . Right after , planning to celebrate our monthsary at this one place where we can watch the sunset together . So we gonna celebrate our monthsary by the sunset . Nyeheeeeeeh , okay hopefully work out eh! If not , sad siaaaaaaao! O:
*cross-fingers* :D

And on saturday maybe we gonna catch some movie together too . weeeeee , yaaaaaaaay!~ =D
And oh yes! Imma going out with rara on wed , any of my babes wanna tag? Rinduuuuuuu semuaaa! ):

Tag replies:

syaffy: hahahah chio what alamak jealouz i hahahahah and ya lo when want meet siaozxzxz ):
Me: hahahaha chio yr head!xD im meeting rara on wed . Mau ikuuuuuuuuut? Heh heeeeh

nina: hidyyyyyyyyyyyyy!:)
Me: NINAAAAAAA! heheh :D

hykel: Hey Hiddy!
me: eyh heeeeey! suppcsxz dude!

khalilah: eh hello(:
Me: eeeeeehhhhhhh hi! aaaaahhhhh , how you found my blog? o.o haha , imy!

ERMA: Relink? Thank you Ooh anyway, stunning photo of you at your latest post! ^^
Me: done baybeh! hahahh , thankyou ^^

Naddy: we gonna hang out soooooon baby! hehehehe
Me: Its a must! HAHA

PARTY ALL NIGHT!

2009-05-18T16:24:00.006+08:00

aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh! im tired . -_-
Wait , 5 words: "My mum is really weird today."
HAHAHA
I just came back home after hanging out eshaa and as soon as i reach the doorstep and rang the bell , she shouted "JT WONS!" And i was like , wtf? whats happening? And she was referring to the survivor episode whereby JT wons for this season . -.-

Me: *rang the doorbell*
Mum: JT WONS (!!!)
Me: ah wtf? what wons? Who's JT?
Mum: Survivor la , alamaak!
Me: wth mama!? Stakaaaaat siao ma! Hhaha!
Mum: ya ya , i know . But he's soo handsome now yknw!
Me: Hahahaa , stakat seh ma! ayoo , bilang papa nanti!
Mum: SSSSSHHHHHH!~

HA-HA-HA -.-
My mum is soo weird today . baaaaaahhhh~

Okay , back to the story . So today had F&N theory exam . Woooo , pretty easy uh . Like of course it seems easy because i studied! Cheeeehhh , okok diam . Haha! So it ends around 9.30am like that . Right after , hanged-out with Eshaa at tamp mall . The shops are still close , like obviously . It was still early. Hahaa . So we went to grab some breakfast at long-john . We spent like an hour at long-john . Hahaha we talked alot of random things . Nyeeeeeh . Right after , planned to catch some movie and we did. We watched 'Uninvited' , a horror movie. The movie was at 12.45 and it was just 11.15am by then . So we went to the kopitiam , ate dessert (ate again!-_- fatfatfat!) but eshaa treat . Wooo! hahahaha , and we spent like half-an-hour to finish up the dessert . -_- We didnt really finished it up , we only ate the sago and the toppings but we didnt really finished up the ice . ahaaa , ass!

So there was still lots of time before the movie starts . So we walked around and went to the open plaza to take up warm air because we were like freezing in the mall . Sumpah sejuk gilaaaaaa! And idk why . Hahaa! And rain pours down . So went in and walked around the mall . Since the movie gonna starts soon , we went in the theatre and waited for it to starts . The movie i rate as 4/5 . The movie was pretty good , i like it but i soo dont get the ending part of the movie . They twisted the movie at the ending part but it becomes more confusing! Hahaha , but i really pity eshaa . Because i had been shouting my lungs out throughout the movie and eshaa gotta tolerate my shoutings. HAHAHA! I close my face most of the time even! xD
nyahahaha , sorry eshaaaaaaaa!

Once the movie is over , went to tampiness one since eshaa wanna get something for her cousin . So yeah , blablablaa and right after went back home . Im so tired lehhhhz . O:

And tmr gotta go to school for listening comphre . -_-
The school is sucha an asshole , making us going back to school when they can squeeze the listening comphre exam today and ends everything today . Ass to the hole . -.-"! Since tmr is the last day of exam and there's nothing to study for tomorrow (like duhhh , what to study for listening comphre even!?) , exams 'OFFICIALLY' ends today . woooooo!

EXAMS HAS ENDED!
LETS PARTY ALL NIGHT NOWWWWW! :D

missing babbbbbbbbyyyyy!

2009-05-16T23:00:00.002+08:00

"Some things just hafta change as time goes .. "

Its giggles me sometimes reminiscing the past . Soo much happiness , sadness , problems , stuck-ups , stupid things or whatever shits happened in the past . Haha . Wait , let me laugh again , HAA-HAA .

oh yes! Today went out with bestyyyyyy! But too bad , we didnt camwhored because didnt have much time . Haha , sedeh siaaaaaaocxsz . So meet her at cityhall , went to Marina Sq . Waaaaah , like kejabillion years never went there . Haha -.-" Planned to lunch at pzhut but change of mind and had our lunch at LJ . Had the same meal . Nyehhhhh . Went esplanade library right after and 'studied' a little . Yeaaaah , study huh! HAHAHA . I swear i cant concentrate and idk why . I kept walking here and there , fidgeting in the library. Huahuahuaaaaa~

So we went town and search for my wallet . As in , i wanna get a new wallet because im soo sick of using that billabong wallet . -_- urrrrrgh ! But the wallet that i want wasnt in place . Or no more stock? Fxck . Then went shopped a little at cotton on , went to far-east . Blablablaaaa , and rvra had to go home . So yeah , she went home and thght of going back home too but ive promised i-bart to meet him . So met him and the rest right after and went home after that . Thats my day . And wait!

I MISS BABYYYYYYY!
aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ):
how uh?

never will i

2009-05-15T23:16:00.004+08:00

I MISS MY BABES & DUDES! ):

Moving on .

Today was supposed to go out with mum for 'mummy-daughter quality time' . HAHA! wth . -_- Then had a second thght of going out with bestfr and meet i-bart , fadd and the rest during the night . But somehow ended going out with mum since its been long since i went out with mum . Haaaa , &&&&&& imma meet bestfr tmr! ah yes yes! :D

"My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep.

My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send.

My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender."

rindu siaaaaaocxsz!

2009-05-11T12:47:00.003+08:00

sumpah aku rindu bestfrnd!
aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh! O:
And i miss my girls too! wahpiaaaaaaang eh!

something's uppppppppp?

2009-05-11T12:27:00.002+08:00

Since i got a spare time for now , i'll post smt up .
Yes , was supposed to be away till 19May. Haha , loooooool . Have been studying like some dickheads . Hopefully with all my effort , i'll achieve what i want and make my parents somehow a little proud since ive dissapoint them the previous time? Haaaaa , lets see what future gonna brings .

Godddd , i hate mugging still i have to . But mugging aint that bad either at times huh . Haaaa , lol . So yesterday was mother's day .

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MAMA!
lovvvvvve you muchymuch! :D

So we got a little surprise for her yesterday . She was pretty shocked . Haha! That was part of the plan (like fo course) to make her shock . wooo , and she was so touched by our surprise . Nyahaaaaa! Hope you had fun huh ma . ^^

Sooooo today gonna meet up with baby to study together , maybe . Aint so sure yet . But before that gonna meet i-bart to pass him something and gonna get some lunch at pastamania . Wooooo! Its been long since i last had pastamania tho . Heeeeh

im gone , for now

2009-05-09T10:44:00.004+08:00

DONT SEARCH FOR ME , I'LL BE BACK .

HIATUS .

nobody nobody

2009-05-09T09:41:00.008+08:00

Okaaaaaaaaaaaaay , im going MIA again (soon) .
hahaha , exam exam exam . -_-

4 papers down , left 8 more papers .
My god , can die siah . Fcukx . Anywaaay , my paper overall can be rate as 'ok' . Ok kepale hotak kau la hid! HAHAA . Except for SS . omgggggggg! I didnt finished up the paper . cb cb cb! I almost finished up the whole paper but the last question i did half way through . And to add on , the last question is 12marks . Walaaaaaaaaowei! Hopefully the rest of the question can pull up my marks uh . *cross-fingers*

Nyeeeeeeh
ok , aku rindu bestfr! aaaaaaahhhhhh! Next saturday jumpe kaykay! Sayang kau!
And oh yes! Watch this video .

"I want nobody , nobody but you! .."
HAHAHA! Cute kan the song . looooool . They are the korean girls . Sume lawa-lawa nak mampos . And guess what , one of them is only 15years-old . My goddddd , baek puhh! kaykay , go geleeeek! HAHA

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Naddy: eh turon yishun tak bilang uh hid. hahaa tkpe
reply: aaaahhh , sorry babeeeeeeee ): Next sat im meeting rvrv , nak ikut nak ikut? heheeeh :D

goddamn tired!

2009-05-03T21:45:00.003+08:00

Hiiiiiii , am so tired .

I just came back from meeting bby . Phewwww . So today spent the day with the boy . Heeeeh . Was supposed to go study at either tamp library or somewhere near . But since he was at admiralty , for the sake of him i traveled from pasir ris to woodlands just to meet him . Hahaha! Sanggup siah hid . woo , lol . So yeah, meet up at woodlands and studied at the library . Help out with his assignments and all. See , how such a good girlfy i am . Nyahahah , mcm phuuuuuummm! kay diam .

Study study study . Till 7pm, we went off and had our early dinner at long john . Since i had been starving myself since morning , didnt ate my lunch before i meet him even , so it was so called my 'lunch' . HAHA . wtf . Ate ate ate . And oh ya! Saw tasha and maya . Heeeh , lol . Done with our meal , took the train and drop off at yishun . Took the bus 39 and sent baby home first since no one is at home except brother . Took 359 and im home now! :D

So now , im helping baby with his left-over assignments . Tsk3 . Once im done with this , gonna study for awhile , pack my stuffs for tmrw school and gonna hit the sheets . Woooo , and tmrw is my F&N practical exams . Omg , i hope my lasagne that im gonna bake tmr will turn out nice . mmmmmhm , yummehhhz! Hopefully eh tak terbakar . Klau tak , mampos! aaaaaaahhhhhhh!

little things goes

2009-05-02T11:56:00.003+08:00

I feel so weak and tired . Lazy to add on.
Had not been getting enough rest and sleep due to the upcoming exams.
Feel like shittcxsz .

Sometimes , thats just the way how life goes. Its unpredictable , you'll never know whats gonna happen in the futue . One thing i hate about myself is , i tend to keep problems that i face to myself . I dont like to tell people that 'hey , i have a prob' kind of thing . Its like , an unpleasing thing for me . So usually , it will eat me up . Thats what i hate abt myself . Not all the time i'lll keep it to myself , but most of the time . Sometimes i do tell people about my problems only to those whom i close, im comfortable to tell about . So people , im fine for now . Some do concerns about me , but im fine. I'll solve everything up .

Little things can turn big when you loose your emotions. Sometimes I wonder what I did wrong. Sometimes, I wonder why must I care so much. Sometimes I wonder, if Im being too kind? Or maybe Im just blind. Sometimes I really wonder, all the things Ive done to others, dont they appreciate? I feel like a total phsycho now, but Im a cancerian, and cancerians are more likely selfless, which means, I do care about others alot more than I care for myself. LIttle did I know, that its not right. Little did I know, that, that could bring misery business to myself, and I. Hah. I wonder alot. I feel like wonderwoman.

how suck it could be huh?

2009-04-29T18:15:00.003+08:00

And so , today started out my day with a fucked-up mood . Went to school alone since i need some time for myself. Was supposed to go to school with krisha but i was late . Sorry babe . Walked to school and someone called me. Kept rejecting , dont wanna entertain . Being so irritated by it, picked it up and 'blablablaaa' . -.- Hanged up , and received a msg after a few moments. I felt down to pieces. I kept holding the tears back and the phrase of 'be strong mayn, be strong!' kept appearing and circling in my mind. The tears was fully at the brim of eyes till i cant hold any longer, it started to roll down and drip . Everyone who walked past by me gave a look of 'why-the-hell-is-she-crying?' Kept looking down as if the pavement of the road has cracks as tears falls. Kept wiping the tears, still it kept rolling. Cant take it anymore , sat at one bench as i kept reading back the msg that was being sent to me and think . And it add on to my fucked-up mood. Was so fucking pissed , deleted the msg , switched the fucking phone , wipe my tears , pick myself up and walk away .

Reached school , put up a fake smile . Act as if everything was okay when everything is like fucking upside down . Trying to be myself for the day, at least . Was only looking forward for school to end and it did at last . Sort everything out and at least it felt much better .

Thats how suck a love life could be huh .

mug like dickheads

2009-04-26T18:58:00.003+08:00

Err hi err hi err hi err hi err hi err hi Err hi err hi err hi err hi err hi err hi Err hi err hi err hi err hi err hi err hi Err hi err hi err hi err hi err hi err hi Err hi err hi err hi err hi err hi err hi Err hi err hi err hi err hi err hi err hi Err hi err hi err hi err hi err hi err hi Err hi err hi err hi err hi err hi err hi .

This month had been soo fcuking sway , i swear . Wont elaborate why . pfft!
I swear i hate this point of time in my life . So much things going on . Fcuk all these shizzayes . Why cant life be much easier without all these shittxz? urrrrgggh , fcuking irritating humanoids yknow!

Sooooooo , i had been mugging all along for today .
I swear i fcuking hate exams. Who loves exams? Huh huh huh!? looool . kay diam . But everything is for the sake of my future plus my parents . So i bet it will be paid up . Struggle now , enjoy later . Woooo . Confident siah berbual . HAHAHAA

Its just 7pm now and my house looks all dark . Like as if its midnight now . Plus im alone now . wtf! Im scared right now and idk why . HAHAA . okay fcuk .

gotta mug again . urgggggh , dickheads . -_-

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crackheaaaaaaaads! aaaaaaahhhhh!

2009-04-23T09:29:00.003+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
kay hot! Arent adam just sooo fcuking hot? heheh
*melts*

okay . Didnt attend school today . Woke up late. Haha! I bet eshaa gonna kill me tmrw for not coming to school today . HAHA! bitchyyyyyyyyyyy . So literally , yestrday was the second month anniversary . HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABYYYYYYYYYY! :D nyeheheheh . Okay, soo wtv it is we're gonna catch some movie today after he's done with school . weeeee~

uhh , mis-year coming . Fcuk!
Im soo not prepared yet . I still need more time to cover-up all my subjects for revision . Dead shitcxsz maynnnn! okay , chilly milly . Gonna put in more effort and fcuk all those shizzys and get good grades . That my aim . woooo , okay great .

And oh yes!
I cant wait for june holidaaaaaaaaays to come! ahahahah
i know its still a looong way till the june hols arrive. -_- but wtv it is , im feeling soo eggggggcited for it . Wanna knw why why why?!? Cause imma sleepover at bestflencxsz crib for four days straight . Woohooo! Gonna slumber party all night . HAHAHA . kaaaaay, shuuuush!

Chalooooobeteh! Gotta studystudystudy now .
Crack heads now!

missing boyfieeeeee ):

2009-04-19T22:41:00.002+08:00

Im feeling so fcuking bored right now.
Im just waiting for the return of bby frm kl . gaaaahhhh , miss him soo damn much siaaaaah! O:
uh , 3mre days to anniversary . weeeehooooo:D
haha!

Okay , i just came back from window-shopping with mom and siblings at tampiness one .
Can anyone tell me why the hell the mall is called tampiness one?
Why not two? or three? or four .. ? Guess, no other names they called think of to call that mall?
Godddd , weird O:
Anyway , it was sooo fcuking paaaaaaaaaaaack yknw! Eeeeeerrrgh , i hate going to places which is packed with humans . Goddd , like there's a late-night party going on. Tsk3 . Got some things, barely shopped , not in the mood you see . Pfffffffft! Anddddd , seriously, i ate alot today . Like alooooot! Tummehz add 5pounds . kay, fake . Prangai gemuk niari , HAHA . shuuuuuuuussh!

okay , im tired tired tired .
When the hell is boyfie gonna come back? -_-
bbbbb , come back faaaast! aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! O:

imy love

2009-04-19T15:51:00.003+08:00

boring + annoyed + hungry + sleepy + lazy = (Y)
my goddddddd . my weekends have been such an ass. Fcuking boring . -_-
Much apologies to ruzz and idul for not meeting yguys . I'll make a day for you two alright!
In awhile, going out with family . Gonna go shopping spreeeeeeee!
woohoooooo .

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aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!
kay, stfu . -_-

devil seclude

2009-04-18T12:03:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, i just dont get you. Youre blaming everything to yourself and claiming youre such an ass , but youre not. Partly its my fault too. Sometimes, you think too deeply and leads to negative thoughts. Just enjoy what we have now and what we're in now.

Devil is around. Devil can lead you to a big trap. Devil can mislead you. Devil can lead you to a mistake. You'll enjoy when the mistake starts and dont realize its a wrong take. When youre done and the devil speaks of the mistake ends, you'll then realize it is a mistake to do that and regreted. The goddamn devil will wash its hand and leave up to you for the guilts and regrets. Repent is what left for one to do. But will they? Since they knew their mistake is much enjoyable but its hard to repent back again. "There's still more time left in my life, i'll repent later." Much of it, what if the next day you die? Or the next hours, minutes , seconds? Its a wake up call for me. Get down to it!

STFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFU

2009-04-17T22:58:00.009+08:00

Yesterday, went to serangoon garden for some project work .
We had to survey the foreigners and the resident living there. It was a pretty tiring day . wooooosh . But still i had fun .

Nah nah , picsxzsxz! :D

Today was pretty much boredom , i guess?
urgggggggh! Had school as normal. Had no mood for the whole day , like seriously. A fake smile was being put up the whole day. Mood swing i guess?

Head back home straight after school. Didnt went for IFD rehearsal due to smt. Fuckshit . Had my nap for awhile and met bby after that. Studied together at library . Something happened and blablablaaaaaah . I dont even wish to talk about it here. So stfu all!

get on the feet

2009-04-15T22:30:00.005+08:00

The best way to lose your fats is to jog everyday without fail. Plus, go for an diet, do not eat fast-food/ junkies food/ fry foods/ foods that contain much fats like chicken!

Wanna see a sample?

TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
HAHAA , see see! How fckuing skinny is my bestflend now! omgggggg , jealous oi! Huaaaaak~
Tell you, she's so soo sooo soooo sooooo skinny now . Like seriously! urgggggggggh , raraaaaaaa! Comeeee, take my fats! Muahahahha , kidding . Whatever it is, she's still my bestfriend and i love her . Muahsmuahsmuahs! hahaha . Anyway , i was texting Zul now and he was pretty shock to see the drastic change in rara. &so he claimed that rara could be a fitness teacher when she grow up. HAHAHAAAA! Fitness teacher or whaaaaat!xD

And oh yes!
I was touched when i read naddy's post . aawww, thanks babe! Thankyou so much babe fr the wish. Thankyou fr everything and i appreciate our friendship. No need to give me present la kay! wish is enough, heeeee! Lotsa lovvvveee , muahsmuahs!:D

HAHAHA , gambar zaman extention siah! looooooooool
Anywaaaaay, i just came back from bby's place. :D
I had soo much fun with him today, heeeee! Disturbed him all day long. Huahuahua^-^
love you b!

okay, im tired . -_-

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like it roll

2009-04-15T13:25:00.003+08:00

I feel so weird today. Idk why .
No mood for anything. Mid-year coming like sooooo soon! Fcuk urgggggh . -_-

Everything seems so quiet . So silence .
Weird tho. I feel dissapointed over some things . urgggggh , fcuk .

Anyway , im in school now. -_-

Three last words ; I am upset .

call it a day again!

2009-04-14T16:56:00.013+08:00

Ehhhhh, suppppcxsz ass-es!
HAHA . kay, im back to blogginggggggg!

HAPPY BELATED B'DAY TO ME!
HAPPY BELATED B'DAY TO ME!
HAPPY BELATED B'DAY TO ME!
HAPPY BELATED B'DAY TO ME!
HAPPY BELATED B'DAY TO ME!

HAHAHA .
kay, muke tak tahu malu! looool .
Okay , my bday was pretty great . Yeaaaahhh^-^
But still, i prefer last year and idk why . hahaha! I could still recall i celebrated my b'day with my gorgeous ladies, my another peeps, school friends and family too . It was pretty a blast bday fr last year to be compared with this year . But nevertheless, i still thanks for those who wish me, for the gifts and surprises . But ultimately, thanks to boyfie who made my day on my birthday . (:

Okay, lets start off with friday .
On friday . i met rara bestflendddddd! YIPPYYAAAAAY!:D
So meet up at Dhoby ghaut and head to the mall. Wanted to catch some movies but the tix were sold out. We arrived late. Haha , fcuk! Heck care, we did some rounding of window-shopped, ate, talk about stuffs , catch things up and all.

I bought a wavy-tube dress . Wooooo, im lovin' it! HAHA
Headed to penin since rara wanted to get baseball shirt . Yadiyadiyaaaaa . Went to parliament house right after to chill out and we camwhoreeeeeed like fcuk! HAHA

Right after, we called it a day . I went to meet my family for dinner while she head down to jurong . Thanks for the day bestyyyy! Eventhough we're arent aint that close like we used to , but still i appreciate your accompany and all . What matters the most, youre still my bestyyy and gue sayang lu! HAHAAA

For saturday , i had chalet for a day.
The chalet was pretty great yo! Party all night with family+cousins+friends! wooooooooh! Bby wanted to make a surprise for me , but everything went haywire. Hahaha , sorry boyfieee! Much apologies to boyfie and haikal (yknw, i knw what they dnt knw) !

(Theres more pictures on saturday but im too lazy to post here. -.-!)

On sunday , was supposed to go out with family and party with cousins all night again. But i cancelled all the plans just for the sake to spent more time with baby. But everything turns out different . Hahaha! Went to bby's place arnd evening , met his mom like the first time . HAHA , omg she's fcuking pretty pls? Haha! So yeah, umairah(kay, idk how to spell , haha!) was sooo fcuking cute yknw! Eeeeeergh , feel like pinching her chubby cheeks siah! hahaha . okok, chill. So yeah . Blablablaaah , arnd 8+ left there and was supposed to go visit his nephew who's being warded at CGH but somehow it was pretty late alrdy so we just went for dinner .

At arnd 10+ , i called it a day .
A day with bby's family . HAHA :D

regret

2009-04-09T16:56:00.003+08:00

Sometimes people just dont appreaciate things around them . When the things they dont need for that time, they'll abandon it. When the things they need urgently at that specific time, they'll scream their lungs out for it and regret for not appreciating it before it lost. It goes the same as humans. Yes, you can say 'Well humans?' But think, before it lost than feeling regret.

"Life is full of miracles, but they are not always the ones we pray for ."

fish dot dot

2009-04-08T14:32:00.004+08:00

Im supposed to be school today but i didnt attend due to some reasons .
urggggggh , fish ass!

Right now, doing nothing , chatting with some asses .
Sooo lemme see , uhmm 4more days getting a year older . loooool
Sooo yeaah , i guess on sat i cant meet my babes again . Gonna party with cousins . wooooo! Meeting rara on friday . wooooweeeeeez! gonna catch some movies or whaat . okay great! who wanna tag? Comeeeeeeee!
HAHA

okokay , sooo im feeling abit pissed off over smt .
Not literally . aiyaaaaaahh , wtv laaah!

Im very much dissapointed with you .
Thank you eh for everything . -_-!

♥ WD

2009-04-06T22:01:00.002+08:00

aaaaahhhh , *sniff sniff*
kay , i miss taking lg . wooooh, getting all high and drowsy . loool .
okay , wtv .

no feeling .
no reason to be mad.
no reason to be moody.
no reason to be happy.
no reason to be sad .

no feelings laa ass!

Im tired .
im shagged . i just came back home frm school . omggggggg hiddy!
loooool . Smellehhhhhhhz , fish . -_-

i ♥ WD

boreeeeed laaa!

2009-04-04T15:07:00.003+08:00

HI , IM BORED BORED BOREEEEED
HI , IM BORED BORED BOREEEEED
HI , IM BORED BORED BOREEEEED
HI , IM BORED BORED BOREEEEED
HI , IM BORED BORED BOREEEEED

okaaaaaay , soo its saturday .
So yesterday was friday , like obviously . Had my running . Fuck , my timing was fcuking bad! See, looong time nvr run alrdy . urgggggggh! but nvm . Had leg aches plus body too . omgeeeees!
Sooo after school had IFD practise . Japanese dance . omg , the dance steps are like soooo fucking hilarious la pls?
sheeeeesh~

So yeah . Then chill at class with classmates , blablabla .
Meet Krisha fr awhile . *secretssssss*
heheheh
Met up with bby , yadiyadiyaaaaa . At arnd 8+ , went back home .
Supposed to have POA class in the mrning today but i woke up late plus feeling lazy . So yeaaaah . Ill make that up on monday .
Right now , leg aching like fuck . Plus my stomach muscle and neck .
All faults to the stupid running nafa test . -.-"!

&&& yeah , supposed to go out with my babes today but i cant make it cause im going out with family . Next week kaykay! Ill try to make myself free .
Speaking of which , next sunday is my birthday!
YIPPEEEEEEEEYAAAAAAAY! :D
HAHAHA

8 MORE DAAAAAAYS!
okay great!

aaaaaaahhhhh , i wanna watch ..

Okaaaay , im sooo gonna drag bby to watch with me one of these movie one of the days .
Heheheh :D

post sungguh tak perlu !

2009-04-02T21:38:00.002+08:00

So hiiiiiiii lovers!

okay, soo today started the day bad . -_-
Fought like again over small issues . Jealousy? urgggggggh! kay normal . Get over it , everything is back like last time now. okay , pheeewwwwwww .

POA > physic+chem > SS > break > geog > maths > eng

Still catching up with chem .
Got hyper after recess with meera , aishyah and aliff . HAHAH , kay lol . -_-
English tchr was on leave like again. yaaaaay!:D Hopefully he'll be on leave tmr too horr!
kay wtv . Had nafa aftr sch , like shittass! hahaha
omgggggggeeeez , tmr have to go for running! ahhhh , fuck! -.-"!

I-bart is at my crib now .
yaaaaaaaay , hi i-bart!:D
Padahal kat sebelah je siah . hahahahaa! lol , okay bye fcukers .

[post niari sungguh tak perlu kay! loooooool. you've just wasted yr fucking time reading my fucking post . nyeeeh-.-]

f + f = f -.-

2009-03-28T11:49:00.004+08:00

Maybe this is just how life goes . Unpredictable huh . urggggggh , fuck that motherfucker who just cant shut their fucking big fuck ass mouth!

_l_

I bet none of yguys know what im referring to (above) . -.-
okay , moving on . Anywaaaaaaay, its saturday baby! Okay , im not really sure whats the plan for today but fr sure im gonna meet Naddy , aiman and the rest today . So yeaaaaah .
aaaaaaahhhhh , i want to sheeshaa like again! pfft!

I miss Fadd, i-bart, tasha and the rest like sooooo fucking much!
Okay , meeting them tmrw . yaaaaaay!:D
Okay , counting down, 15more days turning 15 this year! Gaaaaaahh , soooo much for it . Heheeeh

&&&&& , it's EARTH DAY today peopleeeeeeeeee!
Please switch off your electricity for an hour from 830 to 930pm .
Support the earth please , because i do .
HAHA , looooool .

kay, ive done linking people who link me .
If i miss out or didnt link you , tag me alright if you want to be link too .
okay , bye wtv .

ASHAME (!!!)

2009-03-27T22:26:00.002+08:00

Sometimes , i just feel like tearing tears . But whats the point of tearing tears? Feel like telling and vant out my feelings to someone whom i could trust . But who could it be? Feel like taking a simple ending to this . But should i? Feel like taking a knife and chop every parts of the body into dice . I wish i could do that so and reform back into pieces once again . Pfft!
urggggggggh , fuck all these shits la mothafucka!

one last thing, im ASHAME!

legeeeeeend!

2009-03-27T21:12:00.003+08:00

Heeeeeeeeeeyy . (:

So its been long since i last updated . Busy busy busy . -_-
urggggggh . Homeworks and stuffs . Pfft! So after all , my results for common test , i did pretty bad? Yeah , quite . haha! Gotta fucking buck up for my mid-year . haiyaaaaa .

HAHAHAHAH!
I found this picture when i was browsing through all the old pictures in my files . Legend siah gambar! hahahaha . yeaaa , miss those times when we were together (:
Haha! okay , its the past now . heheeh

Now , i have my two bitches! nyahahahah ^^

Okay , bye , fcukers .
oh yes , i got sch tmr in the morning . oh fuck! -.-"!

"what happened to us?"

2009-03-24T15:48:00.002+08:00

Eventhough we've stopped seeing each other , going out with each other, confessing love for each other ; your picture is still much alive in my mind. Idk what youve put on me. Kept reminiscing for the past, still i know i cant rewind the time. Im being own by someone else, never aint you. Still, i cant get ride of the moments between us and kept questioning "what had happened to us?" But still, i miss you, i miss us . Sometimes to know tht youve moved on , i feel pain. urggggh, get hold of yrself hiddy! fuckfuckfuck .

Okaaay , anywaaay school was alright . I feel so glee meeting my girls today . Heheeh! But on another hand, got back my common test results. Should i say i did pretty bad? oh fuck la. But on a lighter note, i got the highest for F&N . HAHA! Baek keppuh sia! Feeling so proud & .. "eheeem" kembang ah . HAHAA , lol . okay laa, wtv . no big deal . Tmrw im having english oral script . omfg , i havent even prepare my fucking script la fuck! okay bye fuckers . -_-

so long for today

2009-03-23T15:30:00.004+08:00

And sooo , today i didnt went to school since i woke up late . -.-!
Sorry eshaa! heeh . So im freaking bored right now . omg laa!
sheeeeeesh . And oh yeah , someone found my blog alrdy . omg , i guess im moving again soon? HAHA , fuck you la ass! Okay , i miss my bitches! Gonna bitch with Eshaa again tmrw at school. Muahahah , i know we're sucha bitch , right eshaa? Haha!

oh-my-fcking-god , i just remember i got one online assignment to do over the holidays but i didnt do . -.- The due date was like two freaking days ago? Haha , pfft! okay , wtv . &yea, one more eng assignment to do!hehe
Okay bye fags , gonna watch slumdog millionaire now . woots .

saaaaaaturday!

2009-03-22T09:01:00.004+08:00

Sooooo , on saturday went out with my girls . I was supposed to meet zaai at town arnd aftrnn but cancel once again since he got some problems . -.- haiyaaaaa .
I was like rushing to get ready because i thght ill be late to meet him and suddenly last minute he cancelled our meeting . &i went like wtf!? Pfft! Right after , i just went out by myself since it was still like 3+pm while i meet my girls at 5pm . So went to eat and head to library to checkout some books by myself . omg, like so pathetic . haha!

Arnd 4+ , head down to bugis to meet my girls .
Aaaaaaaaaahhhhh , rinduuuuuuuuu! omgeees! like at last got to meet them after a long time being MIA. HAHA! So yeaaaaaa . Went to sungei road since Deanna and rohayu wanna checkout some things . Right after , head down to Haji Lane to sheeshaaaaaa! :D
hahaha . So yeaah , we ordered grape . Grape was okay laaa . But strawberry better!heheheh
Sheeshaa , smoke , faggs, laughing gas . wooooow
omg , i took the laughing gas and fcuk! I went "zaaaaaaaaang" . It was like , omg! Hahah! okay laa , wtv laa . Then suddenly we were forced to end the sheeshaa session since there was another group of guys wanna sheeshaa . Since they have no more other place , they chase us away . And i was like, wtf!? Theres still alot of sheeshaa! urggggggh!

So head down to Penin since rohayu wanna get some stuffs . Bought ciggies . Went to rooftop and we went zaaaaaang with all the laughing gas and faggs. Home sweet home right after! (:

bleaaaargh

2009-03-20T07:51:00.003+08:00

Okay , im laughing my ass off because some bitch is just ignoring me & ______ .
Wooo! okay , wtv . Fuck you mothafcker!

Okay , chilly milly .
So wednesday i didnt met my girlfriends nor meet zai . I just met bby in the morning and went out with mom in the aftrnn till night . So i guess i'll be meeting my girlfriends and zai on saturday . Okay great!:D

Yesterday did nothing much . I planned to surprise bby with some surprise but somehow i failed . Hahah! Because he can sense that smt is up . urggggh , wtv . So my plan was to get the cakes and gifts for him then go to his apartment and surpriseeee! But in the end , i failed because he knows . -_- ass! Anywaaay , after meeting my bby yestrday , went out with family to town. Shoppppp ahh! Hahaha . Okay , ive bought my beanie alrdy . Brown in colour. Wanted the dark blue colour but the design is nt nice . Bleaaargh

oh yea! today im meeting bestfriend! Heheheh , okay like at last . Miss her much okay! So we gonna go shopping then watch movies or what uh . Okay , best!

& tmrw , meeting my girlfriends! *geleeeek!*

because

2009-03-18T08:35:00.005+08:00

Okay hiii ass-es!:D

Righttttt , im enjoying every and each day of the hols march . woohoo!
Yeaa , ive get my piercing done .
So well, yestrday went out with Eshaa and Claira . Haha! Bitches together^^
It was funnnn:D But sadly i have to leave early cause ive to meet my cousins for dinner . Met up with my cousins right after that and ate dinner at Pastamania . Like at last Pastamania is halal . Haha! So yeah , they treat . Haha, okay great .
So anywaaay , whats the plan for today and other days? Lets see .

Today(wednesday) - Meet baby in th aftrnoon . Then around evening , meet up with Zaai . At night, meeting my girls . Haha! ok , cool . I miss my girls la fuck! Cant waait to meet them! *hugs*
Thursday - Meeting my bitches! Eshaaaaaaa , heeh ^^
Friday - Going out with bestfriend . Hooraay! =D
Saturday - Meeting Fadd , Azri and i-bart . Yaaay! Okay , misses!
Sunday - Meeting babyyyy! Anniversary anniversary! :D

See , okay its fully planned and booked. Gahh .
Okay what more? Oh yeaa, ysterday night zaai was being sucha an ass . HAHA! He scares me with his stupid ghost stories over the phone. It shivers me yknowwwww . -_-
uhmmmm yeaa . cant wait for sundaaaaayyy!
Heheeh :D

crisis

2009-03-16T12:00:00.004+08:00

Heyheyheeeey(:

Okay , its school holiday baby!:D
like obviously . -_- Haha! Anywaaay , today was supposed to go out rara or Eshaa , but cancel last minute . Sorry babes! So yeah , im meeting Eshaa tmrw to get our piercing done . Heeeh:D
And ill be meeting bestfriend on friday . Gonna catch a movie . Whoppy!:D Who wanna tag? Comeeeeeee!
&hopefully , i get to meet my girls on friday or saturday .

So yeaaa .
How i wish march hols is one month long or even better , one year long . HAHA! Okay , over siah . Haha , lol!

Anywy , people tag me and leave yr links!
I lost all of your links . ):
Sorryyyyyy , tag kay if you want to be link! (:

moments misses like fuck!

2009-03-16T01:10:00.004+08:00

I miss these moments like fuck .
Where are you people!?
Meet soonz alright! RINDUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

Okay , ive just changed my skin .
Haha , get bored with old skin . -_-
uhmm , yes! I'll link all of you people soon okay! :D

new ipod baby!

2009-03-15T14:19:00.003+08:00

THANKS MOM! (L)

Yaaaaaaaaaaay , i got new ipod baby!:D
hahahaha
Okay , ipod nano . ^^
Wanted the red one but have to purchase it online . -_-
So planned to take the green one but out of stock . -.-! Soo got the purple one! heeeh

So the next hit is , ...

Heheeh , fr that i'll ask from dad . (:

abandoned?

2009-03-12T21:03:00.002+08:00

Heeeeey (:

Okay uhmmm , i know my blog is being abandoned . -_-
Due to common test week , apologies . Heh

Anywaaay , tomorrow is the last paper and can hooray-hooorrraaaay after tht! ^^ wooooouwwz . So common test had been okay for me. All papers were manageable somehow but its all last minute stuy . -.- haha! And oh yes! Wanna know what? I passed my geography! hehe. Wasnt expecting that ya know because I was sure tht Im gonna fail geog, but turned up im one of those who passed. Baaaaeek keppuuuhh! lol. So yeah, tmrw last ppr. POA mayncxsz! Boleh matiiiii ! O:
I dont even understand a single thing about POA . -_- Shitass .

Anyhoos, march holidays coming baby!:D
woowwweeee!
Gonna get my piercing done with Eshaa. Eshaaaa! Lets get our piercing done! ahaa, lol.
And yeah, miss my girls fucking much! Damn. Been months never met them. Girls! Meet one of those days during march hols okaaay! Must must must!
Hahaah

And oh uh!
Many ppl's bday falls on this week . Okay , let me list out .

Monday: Shiffa's birthday .
Tuesday: Addy's birthday .
Wednesday: Sofea's birthday .
Thursday: Krisha's & Cherry's birthday .
Friday: Shila's & Danial's birthday .
Saturday: Baby's birthday!
Sunday: -

HAPPY ADVANCE AND BELATED BIRTHDAY WISH TO Y'GUYS OKAY!:D
May all yr wishes and dreams comes true alright!

8 people's birthday in a week .
Gereeeeek! HAHA
And oh yes , lets countdown .

Baby's birthday: 2 more days
Anniversary: 10 more days
My birthday: Approximately one month time .

go naked!

2009-03-04T21:09:00.005+08:00

Heyyy (:

So here's a quick update for today .
Today school ends early . Lasted just only for two hours and it ends .
Why?
Two reason:

1) Celebrating the acheievements of the last year's Olvl results .
2) The teachers are having outing to Sentosa . Woo , wear bikini and go naked .

HAHAA

So yeaaa . After school , went to aunt house , take things and off to meet eshaa .
overall , i had fun today .
And oh! I watched 'Marley And Me' too . It was a touching story and someone teared to tears!
ahahah ^^ i almost teared to tears too but i hold . lol

Common test coming (!!!!)
DEAD deaaad la! hahaa

knock your head and realize

2009-03-02T15:47:00.006+08:00

Maybe thats just how fast people change .
Realize for yourself ..

Hold close to what could fade anytime
Cherish the priceless moments you've shared
For there will always be a possibility that it won't come again.
Goodbye lovers.

no life!

2009-02-28T11:58:00.009+08:00

I know ive been away for quite sometime?
God , im sorry for not updating people . Time is limited , busy . -_-

So everyday will be busy with school and stuffs .
Common test is coming like less than two weeks . Approximate time left for me is 9days . Fvck it shit . I bet im gonna fail this time round . But oh wells .
For yestrday , went for debate . But sadly , Dunman Secondary lose to Geylang Methodist . Over-confident i guess ? Haha! A lesson to learnt . ^^

So today is saturday .
Apparently , im aint going out . Why? STUDY . -_-
HAHA , no life . okay , i miss bestfriend . ):
Ramraaaam!

And oh yes!
Last saturday had 'care & share day carnival' .
It was a blast , i tell you . I had so much fun yet it was a tiring day . hahaha
okay, some of the pictures are above . And and and , i saw tht cuteee guy on tht day too! hehehe , *ssssshhh*
lol

To musaaa: My asses? HAHA . imyt dude! Meet up soonz . ^^

To hazimah: oh heeeey .

To cuppycakes: err, right . kay .

Doomed

2009-02-19T20:15:00.008+08:00

Booo .
I failed my chem test. Plus, SS test too ; by one mark (!!!) -.-
How annoying is that.
So afterall , today school wasnt that bad. I was being a good girl for today. My fringe was being clipped up the whole day. Yaaay! And everyone was like asking "Hid! You pinned up your fringe today (!!!)"
Heheheh :B

Geog doomed my first part of the day, had test .
For sure fail. Gahh! O:

Geog > Chem > Eng > break > F&N > SS > POA .

F&N was sleepy. Strained my eyes.
Supposed to do some template for assignment but ended up blog-hopping. HAHA
Cool or whuuuuut!
So not!
And uhmmm , common test is like coming in two weeks or less .
God . How fast time flies huh .
Help meeeeeh! Tutor me, smeone pls?

And and oh oooh yess!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KHAI(!!!)

Khairudin ; lil brotha . Annoying + irritating = semaaack!
His birthday falls on 18Feb, which was yestrday. Didnt celebrate it but celebrating it on saturday along with my lil sista birthday which falls on that day . And yes, thats the both of them . Heeeh

Okay, im out for now .
Assignments are still yet to be done .
Pfft!
Lastly!

Im hungry la! O:

Tag replies for those who doesn't have tagboards here .

To rarani ; Hahahahah , jealous puhh . xD Nyeeeeh , bsk shopping! :D

To elyssa ; Boooo , IMYSFMT mayncxsz! Meet meeeeeeeh! O:

ironic

2009-02-16T20:47:00.003+08:00

Im alone at home . ):
How sad .
Accompany me, someone? O_O

Im hungryyyy! *grumbles & stomps feet*
Ive yet to do my homework , especially F&N . Geez .
It really kills me!

You keep on giving me false hope .
How ironic the story goes .

believe it?

2009-02-16T20:13:00.003+08:00

Misses! O:
So V'day just svcks . Everything went wrong .
But its okay . Its over for the day . Anywy , i spent my time with Rvrv, naddy, aiman and fahmi on V'day . Heeeeeh , at least there's still someone to accompany me . And naddy was so sad because she dont own a date on that day . HAHA! Her reaction was soo cute , i tell you . ^-^

School was okay for today .
Monday mundaneeee! O:
I thought monday will always be the boring-ist day amongst the day in the week but turn out to be the other way for today . Time seems to fly very fast today . Suddenly school ends like so fast today .
How surprising .
Nyeeeeh!

Oh yes , i had social studies test just now .
I guess i did pretty fine?
Heheeeeh! I didnt even study , believe it! But still it was just one question but 12marks . -.-! But heck it .

So tomorrow im supposed to meet rvrv to collect my bag , but since Naddy asked me to tag along with her to ITE simei to meet Aiman , so i guess i'll meet rvrv on wednesday . And so on friday the three of us will go for, .. SHOPPPPPPPINGGG!:D
Woweeez , cant wait lah ass!
And the next day will be 'Care & share day ' .
A carnival held in my school once a year . How great , my class gonna sell candy floss . Wouwwz :B

V'day people!

2009-02-13T22:18:00.002+08:00

Tmrw is V'day V'day V'daayyy! :D
Hehee

V'day lah people!
*smileeee widely* Well , should i say i cant wait? Heeeh
So tomorrow's plan is to meet Naddy, besty and Aiman in the day , go town , shop and etc ..
Around evening , meeting bby . Wheeeeepp!^^
So who's ready for it? Haha , okay shutup hiddy . -.-

School was pretty okay for today .
I had chemistry test and i screw it up . In the midst of the test , i give up and nearly shouted "aaaaahhh..!" loudly and burst it . Fvck it . i didnt even study for it . Haha!
Okay, wtv .
And oh yes! I had PE for today . Bored much , pls? Flies were every where in the field . *Piaaaaaak*

Im down

2009-02-12T20:08:00.002+08:00

I miss those people ):

Hiiii people!

Heheheh . Okay , im updating updating updating!
Soar throat has gone , ankle has heal . Three cheers for one! Okay , no link . -.-
Haha . School was okay for today . Nothing much happened . Was supposed to go out with Naddy to ITE Simei to watch Aiman's band perform but we were late . School mahh! Blame the schoooooool! Well , its okay . Will be meeting him and naddy on saturday . Naddy and I thght of going for sheshaa on tht day . See how uh eh!^^

Talking about saturday , guess what it means?
V'daaaaaaay! Valentines day people! Hahaha . Cant wait cant wait:D
So gonna spent my day with Naddy and all in the day , meeting bby later around evening or night . Heheeeh!

For now , i feel like there's something missing in me . Something that changes between us , but i cant figure it out what makes us change . As in the gap between us is becoming bigger and bigger . I have the feelings that youre forgetting about me sooner or later . But the question is , what makes us till like this? We were once soo close , like the tides and the ocean . I knew you were the only one whom i can trust , the one who i can share my problems and stuffs , the one whom i turn to when i need a shoulder to cry upon or just to listen to me for once ; but everything changes . How i wish i could fix everything back , but im scared to face you . Im a coward . I admit . If I'd ever did mistakes to you , thousands of apology to you . Im down .

I miss you , friend . ):

And i say , bring it on .

2009-02-09T15:31:00.003+08:00

Dum di dumm dummm..!

I didnt attend school today because i sprained my ankle , which happened yesterday. oh fvck! I cant even walk properly . -_- I fell when i was about to go down the MRT staircase . So embarrassing! O:
What more , im having soar throat now. I sound like a guy! Geez . Help meeeeh , somebody! Sad sad .

I feel like killing myself right now . Im soo dread bored maynsxz! I wanna go out but due to my ankle , whatchu expect? -.- Pfft!

A new chapter almost gonna begin .
Another love story . :D

P/s: Blog is still under repair .

Fvck love

2009-02-07T10:41:00.002+08:00

How i wish we are still alive , standing hand in hand . But it just ended too fast . Too fast to wash the moments between us . Too bad , history just keep repeating . No matter what , i'll fall . And there goes tears running up , keeping the tracks of the footstep we made with love .

Thank you for showing & telling me whats love .
&
Thank you for the footstep we made together with our bond of love .

Keeping the whisper you said in my ear , pictures of you are still alive . I miss you but it just ended so fast . All the best , you'll still get my prayer . Sorry , danny . Phobia .

Fvck love!

ironic isnt it?

2009-02-01T11:17:00.003+08:00

Have you ever dream of something , in nightmares (scary) , and it turns out in reality?
How ironic it is .

i miss you .

freak-out

2009-01-31T15:10:00.003+08:00

Waaaaaaaaa , many people has been pastering me to put up tagboard .
Geez . I will , soonz ok!

Anywy , remember yestrday i wished zvmokun a belated birthday wish right? Guess what , she teared to tears when she read it . Heheheh! lol, no biggy . Surprise nxt week eh eh ehh! Hahah
And yes , met her yestrday . It was great to meet her once again aftr like 8127897287912years of not meeting her!:D Eventhough there was not much laughters burst around , due to smt which makes me feel like a-freak-out-person , i enjoyed the day . Next outing is on next week ehhh! :D *shake shake*

Anywy , congrats to brotha who gets to get in Temasek Poly , Design and multimedia course. ^^

Today plans?
Meeting syxffy and Vans in a while . Today was supposed to meet bby but since he's going to Chingay , the plan is cancelled. Its okay , tuesday! Heheheh . I better get change now or i'll be late! Damn

lovey dovey

2009-01-30T11:50:00.008+08:00

First of all , before i start anything , i wanna wish a very late Happy Belated Birthday to bestflensxcxz!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUU!

rararararararara!
Happy belated birthday to you! Sumpah aku sayang kau banyak peh banyak!:D Thanks for all the time that youve spent with me . You were the only one who were there for me when i needed someone to share stuffs , things , problems and all . All the memories between us will be cherish and kept . Thanks for everything youve done to me , pick me up when i fall , when i needed a shoulder to cry upon and stuffs . Eventho there's one year gap between us in age , still you were the only one who could understand me well . All your advices & encouragement youve given and push me , i take it as benefit . I could still recall how we end up as friends . It all started only in December 2007 when both of us attend the 'Skafest' . Hahaha , sumpah muke kau cute when the first time i saw you . All the stupid stuffs and happy moments we spent together are still alive . Skipping school and all , hahaha! Aku sayaang kau zvmokun! My friends , close friends , bestfriend , girlfriend, sistalurrbcxsz ah! HAHA

We were once strangers , never friends , but happened to be one . Not through cyberworld, but reality . Time sets us and brings us closer as time goes . Eventhough there is a distance apart of age by one year , yet i cherish you as my bestfriend . Number of friends doesnt matter , but what matters the most is who you are and what they are . I will always be here , right next to you to pick you up and hold you up . Aku sayang kau , bestpehlenscxz! Sorry ah , late wish . Ahhh , surprise is coming uppppp!:D hahahah <3333333829174762953854

Anywy , today imma meet bestfriend , syxffy and Vans . Yippyaaaay! Sumpah miss korang! Haha . Anywy , i didnt attend to school today because i have soar eyes . Baek uh! (Y)

And oh yes , anywy , HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO PAPA!

HAPPY 45th BELATED BIRTHDAY, PAPA!
Heheheh! Thanks for all the sacrificing and love youve given me . <3333128973

We did celebrate his birthday on wednesday . It was just a small celebration yet it was fun with laughters and happiness . Heheheh!

bad day ):

2009-01-27T22:03:00.003+08:00

Geez .
Everyone has been asking , "hiddy , you own a boyf!?"
-.- People , no i dont . Dating , undrstand? lols . Okay shuddup now .

Okay , anywy today has been a bad day for me and i dnt know why .

1. I almost trip into a big hole at changi beach . Public were looking at me and it was embarrassing!
2. I lost my favourite bracelet which cost me 59bucks.

Boohooooo . ):
How bad can it go again ? Tell me tell me! Pfft!

Soo in th mrning , went out with family to changi beach . Had breakfast over thre , and chill out at the beach right after . It was windy today and it make me feel like wnna sleep on the beach itself . Hahaha! Build sandcastle , played with water and all . But sadly , my beautiful sandcastle was being destroyed by one indian little kid . I hate him! I wnna kill him for destroying my oh-so-beautiful-sandcastle! O: HAHA .

Arnd 2+ , i left thre and head back home . Get changed to meet Eshaa . Krisha was supposed to tag along but she cant make due to her 'awesome' dad . HAHA . I was late . Sorry eshaa . Heheheh! Like of course , my day was fill with laughters whenever im with this bitch . And i ate alot today . I know , fat . Shuddup la!

I feel soo lazy wanna go to school tmrw but Eshaa force me too . She will tell ____ that i like him(which i dont even like him! Eww!) if i dont attend to school . I hate Eshaa . I wnna kill her too!

poker face

2009-01-23T21:37:00.004+08:00

Hiiiiiiiii ! *waves hand*

At last , Friday is here . Hahaha . Ive been waiting this day to arrive cause its the last day of the week. And , 1 2 3 .. ahh , 4days of holidays! Okay great . School overall has been fun with my two bitchy womanz . ahahahah . Eshaa and Krisha . Somehow , my brains works slowww this year . Well, practically . Pfft . Anywy , i gotta do some catch up with my studies during these holidays . Brrrr .

Omgggg!
Guess what!? I just remembered that tmrw is Fid birthday! Geez . How could i even forget that!? Hiddy hiddy . *shake heads* -.- Well, i'll post about him tomorrow . Heheheeeee . Im sooo gonna meet him tomorrow. :D And yes! Sunday is dad's birthday . Like whoaaaaa . Turning 18 and 42 , respectively . Lastly , ive officially deleted my friendster . YEAAAAAAAAY! Cheers fr meeeee! Well , friendster just svcks . O:

End of world?

2009-01-20T17:07:00.004+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii .

*giggles* So well , school has been great with friends around ; especially with my two crazy-crappppppppness womanscxz . HAHAHA . Well, lets talk abt yestrday . Yestrday was a loooong day . Somehow it does . Hahaha but surprisingly i was paying attention to most of the lesson time . Great . Fr assembly , i didnt even bother to listen to the stupid crap talks . Shittsxz ya know . Irfaan , frendy and haikal was busy talking abt the end of the world which scares me . Omg , geez . Scientists predict that the world will ends by 2012 plus according to bibble too . Fish . And oh yes , to Ange and Irfaan , last long hor! Hahaha

So well , i miss Danny . I miss bestflensxz , naddy , fid , afad , sham , zira , syaffy , Vans , elyssa , sofea and moreeee ahh . Meet soonz people!